The First Salary

Wao....I'm so happy because I'd get my verryyy FIRST SALARY.
My boss was so nice, he gave my half salary on the 5th day I had worked.
He said the money was for me to celebrate NEW YEAR!!!
Yes he is a great man!!!
Not bad I can get a wonderful boss!!!
Really happy today...
It was the FIRST SALARY I earned by myself.....

Romantic Princess

I used 13 hours to watch Romantic Princess.
This drama is really nice until my mom who doesn't like Taiwanese Drama also said nice.
I really wish I could become a Princess like Angela in the drama one day.
That's all people's dream!
But....this is dream like what she said in the beginning of the drama!

The Emp. and 森川 really funny!
南风四爵
南风瑾 - 帅帅的外表。。。
南风彩 - 迷死人的笑容。。。
南风璘 - 可爱的形象。。。
南风影 - 酷酷的样子。。。
还有。。。。傻里傻气的小麦！！！

This drama really nice to watch.

The 1st Day

Today is the 1st day I took over the whole classes to teach them computer.
Oh my Godness....really scary me!
In the morning section was quite ok but then the afternoon section quite many problems.
Maybe because I'm too sleepy??lol....
Well....today is the good beginning of my work life.

Cousin's Wedding

Merry Christmas to everyone!
And today is my cousin(The very 1st in our "Hu" family)'s wedding.
All the uncles and aunties were there yesterday and some of them stay overnight at my Big Uncle's house and Small Aunt's house which are next to each other.
I and family went to thier house at 8a.m. and the Bride(my cousin) looks grogoues.
We just busy to take photo with the Bride.
Later, the Bridegroom and his brothers all arrive.
We all sisters stay at upstair and waiting to "play" the Bridegroom.
He was forced to eat a plate of meehon+wasabi+lemon...
He also forced to sing "Only You" and said "I Love You" in 6 different language.
Quite fun to see that scene.
After open the door, he put the ring onto the Bride's finger and same to the Bride.
The game haven't finished yet...
He still need to find out another shoe for my cousin which they hided in somewhere else.
But all of them just gave him so many clues and finally he found that!
"Bong cha" is started from eldest to youngest....
Then, they all went to Raub-Pahang which is the Bridegroom's hometown.
All my aunts and uncles also went together but just we this family didn't go because I NEED TO WORK tomorrow!Shit!!

Here I'm wishing my cousin and her husband have a wonderful life.
Merry X'mas!!!!

+ =+ Four Siblings in the Dinner +=+
+=+ The Couple Opened Champagne +=+

The Wedding's Day........
+=+ me and cousin +=+
+=+ siblings with cousin+=+
+=+ Family and the couple +=+ +=+ me and Mei MEi (cousin)

+=+ Teng TEng(cousin) and Me +=+

First time working

Today I had started my ever first job.
Superb tired because yesterday I just had my Yoga class and then at night, my cousin's wedding party.
Yesterday I slept at 12 something and have to wake up at 8a.m. today for the work.
Although the works are quite easy but really tiring me.
Have to face to the damn slow computer and practice something really useful but I think is waste time only from 9a.m. to 3.30p.m. .
And tomorrow, I have to work from 10a.m. to 5p.m..
The salary is ok for me...Not so high but at least the job is not tough!
My long long holiday will be busy already.
No more relax anymore like this month.

2 Days 1 Night - KL

Thursday I went to KL with mom...
OMG..the KTM was fulled with almost all foreigners.So CROWDED.
We went to THE CURVE, IKANO, and IKEA to shop from 12p.m. to 3p.m..
Then we went to aunt's house which located at Selayang.
I'd love to see Shermane(my cousin's daugther)...She is SUPERB CUTE!
Later had dinner with all my siblings and mom at NEW PARIS.
I had movie with sis and her friends named "Flower in The Pocket".
For me, the movie it's ok, not so terrible....
Had supper then at Sri Hartamas.
Arrived at aunt's house at 1.20a.m..


The next day, I woke up at 8.30a.m. and just sat at home.
11a.m. we had our breakfast and after that, we went to One Utama for shopping.
We shopped till 3p.m. only because my mom was tired!
Not bad the result of shopping....I had get some stuff...
After that, I played card with all my cousins...
Omg!They invited me to play money!!What a small kid they are now!!!
But nevermind, I had won them but felt shame because like bully them!
Then I have to back SBAN at 5p.m....


After shopped 2 days, I'm tiring and tomorrow....I have my tireness class - YoGa...

Night dear friends...

Shopping

+=+ Merry Christmas!!! +=+

I went to shop with Wye Lyng at Terminal 1.

We shopped from 12p.m. to 2.30p.m. .

She get to buy a shirt and ear-rings and I just bought an ear-ring and nail enamel.

Although just shopped at Terminal 1, but both of us felt tired too!Lousy us!Lol...

Then, we went to 银河社 and she said wanna took picture just like Xin Hui's picture in Friendster.

So we just find a "NICE" view to take picture!Crazy betul!!

Well well well......my day just passed in this way!

Asian Idol

Congratulation!!!!!
Our very first Asian Idol is HADY MIRZA.

Hady Mirza from Singapore is cute and handsome!
His "Berserah" is quite nice.

Phuong Vy from Vietnam is gorgeous!

Mike Mohede from Indonesia is supeb cute!

Abhijeet Sawant from India is married!

Jacyln Victor from Malaysia is great!

Mau Mercello from Philippines is awesome!

Daniel from Philippines (One of the Host of Asian Idol) is cool and handsome!

曾经，

是否有一朵这样的红玫瑰在你心中绽- 。



曾经，

是否有一个美丽的名字成为你夜夜梦- 的呓语。



曾经，是否有一份深深的爱让你大喊：“为- 你，抛弃天下又何妨？”

也是曾经，愚蠢的丘比特、糊涂的月老只将心动- 了其中的一个。

也是曾经，三个字：“我爱你！”换来的却是四- 字：“我不爱你！”

也是曾经，承受爱一个人的痛苦却始终得不到被- 个人爱的幸福。…………



有这样一个故事（本故事纯属虚构，- 有雷同，纯属巧合，请不要对号入座- ：

男孩在见到女孩的第一面的时候就发- 自己爱上了她，这绝对不是一见钟情- 爱。

单相思是很苦的，男孩很聪明，他决- 告诉她，告诉她自己的想法。

男孩知道有可能得到的是拒绝，但是- 少也许可以作为一段美丽爱情的开端- ….

认识的过程很平常，很普通，却很惬- ，不过在深夜电话中聊天真的可以拉- 心与心的距离吗？

爱情，很容易让人冲昏头脑，对，的- 是这样的……

表白，意外的被接受了，是该高兴吗-

时间，带来了失败的开端。美丽的爱- 宣言变成了愚人节的玩笑…………

直到男孩清醒之后，才发现了这残酷- 事实……

接着来的，自然是厌烦与拒绝，伤心- 痛苦……“这就是所谓的没有缘分！”女孩这样说。

“爱一个人不需要任何理由，同样，- 爱一个人也是……”女孩还这样说。

“我只知道我会永远永远的这样爱你- 永远永远的为你守侯……”男孩这样回答。…………

故事没有结束……男孩这样说也这样做，只希望能够用- 己的付出去打动一颗不属于自己的心-还有什么叫痴情吗？

女孩的每个举动、每个变化都会牵动- 孩的心。

还有什么叫迷恋吗？梦中的呓语、酒醉的低吟，都离不开- 孩的名字。

还有什么叫疯狂吗？感动！男孩得到了女孩的感动！还有歉疚！

男孩永远无法得到女孩的爱。丘比特的恶作剧？

月老的童心？

制造了两个人这样的关系。男孩完全不计较回报的付出、不计较- 的的爱永远都只能得到感动和歉疚。

“如果你给我一个机会，你会知道我- 你的爱有多深。”“好，我可以做你女朋友，但我却不- 做到爱你。”“如果你能爱我，我可以用我的一切- 换。”“你知道这是……不可能的……”女孩哭了，男孩想哭，却忍住了，他- 道了自己该做什么。让自己心爱的人伤心，比让自己伤心- 更痛苦十倍。爱一个人，无论用什么方法都要让她- 福，让她快乐。第二天，男孩变了……没有了以往的痴情，没有了以往的眷- ，也没有了以往的疯狂。男孩以后再也没有去找过女孩，甚至- 也没有说过一句话……仿佛这段故事就随着太阳的升起而结- ………………故事还是没有结束……v有人说，时间能冲淡一切，但也有人- ，时间能证明一切。三年后，当男孩和女孩即将结束学业，各奔前- 的时候，当男孩和女孩分离后也许再也不能相- 的时候，当女孩仿佛想到做点什么的时候，突- 听到男孩进了医院的消息。“为了救一个小孩，被汽车撞了，还- 有度过危险期……”医生如是说。女孩哀求着想要见他，医生不同意。“那求你转告他让他一定要坚强地活- 来，因为我……我发现我非常的爱他- …”医生在昏迷不醒的男孩耳边如实说了- 句话。医生仿佛看到男孩皱紧的眉头微微地- 开了，嘴角泛起一丝笑意……但是不幸，第二天早上，随着太阳的- 起，一个灵魂同时离开了它的躯体开- 飞升……女孩又哭了，男孩没有哭，临死的时- ，嘴角泛着微微的笑容。在墓碑前，女孩仿佛听到男孩的声音-“我希望能永远看到你快乐幸福的笑- ……”此后，女孩一直快乐坚强地生活，再- 没有伤心过。也许在别人看来，故事的结局未免不- 完美，并不圆满，但是不正如男孩所希望的，女孩得到- 幸福与快乐。也许曾经你的生命中也深爱着这样一- 人，由于种种原因，你们却永远无法在一- ，你怎么面对的呢？不过，请记住：爱一个人，无论用什么方法都要让她幸福，让她- 乐。即使，要你选择放弃。

茫茫人海,你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢
有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：爱的优点，也爱他的缺点，绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的两人在谈情说爱的时候，最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，最好是承诺做不到的事，反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。你呢？找到了第几个？

Tarot

還念念不忘過去的那個身影嗎？
你的真命天子跟你錯過了，所有的曾經的美好都不會再回來了，只是你的心，還停留在那時的舊時地，不肯走開。
世界在變，人們在變，他也會變。
唯一的不變就是改變。前方有美好的事物等待著！
又何苦一直想著以前呢？
讓自己的心休息吧！

这是我玩塔罗牌的结果。。。满准的！
我看是时候忘掉一切， 重新开始了!

Bored

I am
BORING..

BORING and

BORING....

Search for Job

Today I went to search some jobs that I think is suit me.
I went 5 shops and they all just need permanent worker and not temporary!Shit!
After that I gave some call to few shops and yes some of them asked me to interview!
So I went to one of the shops to interview and God...I really scared because is the first time I looking for a job and interview directly to the boss.
But quite ok the interview.They said they will consider but I think I don't want that job already because the salary is quite LOW.

So I will keep continue looking for job since my dad allowed me to WORK NOW!

New Life 3

Today I woke up at 11a.m. because I'm quite tired.
My whole body muscle were so painful because I had yoga class on Tuesday!

After I woke up, I wonder what should I do today?
Hmmm....Yup...I knew what should I do!
I cleaned my house because quite dirt and mess.
So I started to clean my bedroom first and then other rooms at 11:30a.m.

Next, I mopped the floor of each rooms and living room too.
Oh my Godness, it's really drive me crazy!
My muscle were painful and I still cleaned up the whole house.
But nevermind, I'm quite satisfied with my hardwork.
I'd finished my cleaning work at 2.30p.m.

After that, I just sat in front of my computer from 2.30p.m. until now(11.05p.m.)
I really can't understand why can I faced the computer with such a long time.lol..

And yes, there goes my day!

Promise Me

"...Promise me you'll wait for me'cause
I'll be saving all my love for you
and I will be home soon
Promise me you you'll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
and I'll be home, I'll be home..."

I love this song....quite touching and nice...
This is sang by Beverly Craven named "Promise Me"

Your Lovely Girl

http://www.yourlovelygirl.blogspot.com/

Secret

I just watched "Secret" by Jay Chau only.
Oh my gosh.....is terrible!
I hate the Jay just pretended in the movie.
Acted like very cool and just knew how to tackle girl.
I think the another guy who played th piano more charmed than him.
He is so knew how to act cool but not cool at all.
That's all from me.
Those Jay's fans please don't hate me because I just said what I thought.

10th of December, Monday

Today, my brother and his girlfriend off.
So we continued our shopping after had took our breakfast.
We went to Mid Valley at 11.30a.m. and there also fulled with Christmas feel.

- Christmas decoration at Mid Valley -

After a while, we went to The Garden to have a window shopping.
Later we went back to Mid Valley to continue shopping.
I and my sister shopped ourselve and my brother and his girlfriend shopped thier own.
I had bought something today.
Luckily I didn't waste my time there!lol....
We were tired and had our lunch at Food Junction.
After lunch, my brother sent us to KL Central to take KTM back to SBAN.
After arrived at KL Central, we still shopped there!Lol...
Then we were backed at 3:30p.m.

At night, we still have to go my father's friend's daughter's brithday!
Quite boring at there one but we still have to go....Argh....

9th of December, Sunday

I woke up at 11a.m. and waited my sister finished her project.

At 12p.m. , my brother was calling us and he wanted to bring us to shopping because we asked to!

Then my sister's friend sent us back to my aunt's house and we prepared!

After that, we went to have our lunch at 甜心点心.

We ordered some 'dim sum' and I had ordered a beverage called Mango Jelly Frostee.

- After mixing Mango Jelly Frostee -

It's quite special and nice.It's contains 3 layer which 1st layer is milk, 2nd layer is mango and the 3rd layer is jelly.

After had lunch, we went to One Utama.There fulled with Christmas feel.

- English Cartoon at One Utama -

We shopping until 5p.m. but I didn't buy anything because not my style!
Then we went to my 2nd brother's house to rest and have dinner later together.

At 7p.m., we had our dinner at King Crab.
We ordered some foods and quite delicious too.
After dinner, we overnight at my 2nd brother's house because he and his girlfriend were off on Monday.
So, after arrived home, my sister, 2nd brother and his girlfriend were playing Mahjong.lol...
I didn't want to play because I wanted to watch drama.
So thier played until 12a.m. , they stopped and I still continue watched the drama till 12.45a.m.
I went to sleep later!

This is the day of mine!

8th of December, Saturday

I went to KL with my sister because she promised to bring me shopping!
So, we went to KL by KTM and when we arrived KL Central, her friends came to take us.
After that, I followed my sister to Stadium Negara because she had job at there.

- Stadium Negara (Inside the control room) -

- Thier plan -

So I just sat at there and watched drama while she and her friends were doing thier projects.
But, unfortunately, what she had promised she didn't do....
At first we planned to Petaling Street but because of her projects haven't finished, so we can't made it!
It's ok because at night we had movie at One Utama.

The movie entitled "The Golden Compass" by Nicole Kidman, Dakota Blue Richards, Daniel Craig, Eva Green, Sam Elliott.
The movie is quite nice and I think I will followed the continue of this movie!
The movie is something like The Lord of The Ring....
The synopsis - It is an exciting fantasy adventure, set in an alternative world where people's souls manifest themselves as animals, talking bears fight wars, and Gyptians and witches co-exist. At the center of the story is Lyra, a 12 year-old girl who starts out trying to rescue a friend who's been kidnapped by a mysterious organization known as the Gobblers - and winds up on an epic quest to save not only her world, but ours as well.

Then, we had our dinner at Naili's!

- Some of the decoration in Naili's -

The place is located at Uptown and I'd like the place very much!
The environment there is quite comfortable.
I had ordered a Nasi Lemak and Mocktail Juice...
The Nasi Lemak is delicious.

- Mocktail Juice and Nasi Lemak -

After had our dinner, we went back to my sister's friend house! - The view from my sis's friend condo -

Arrived at home at 12:30 a.m.
This was the day I passed!

New Life 2

Today just went to Jusco shopping....
Quite bored there....
Say sales but still so expensive plus those shirts are all not nice....
Seems like old style.....
Well......I couldn't bought anything that I like....
So just walked until 5p.m. then went back....
Seremban really is a bored town with all those old fashions....
Sob~~~~

Merry Christmas

Click to check it out....

http://dq.chinaswitch.com/Christmas/Christmas.htm

24 hours

Does it enough for us 24 hours a day?
I think not!
24 hours quite little for me right now...
I always realised that there is not enough time for me!

New Life 1

I'm very tired today!
Because I cleaned up my bedroom which is so messy during exam time!
Oh Gosh...quite a lot of BOOKS to get away....
Now only I realised that I got such many textbooks in my room!
Well.....no more textbooks in my room anymore!


After that I'd read an article...
It is about DREAM!
Actually always have a bad dream will affect your life.
Inside the dream, it maybe will bring out some symptoms.
Those symptoms like your health will be worst and maybe can cause CANCER!
Other than this, if one people who always have bad dream and very seriously, it can bring death!
The people will die in the dream....
Oh my God, I always have bad dream.
Can say is everyday.....
Don't know why.....
Maybe I should relax and don't give myself too much stress!
Then I think will be better then...
Yes.....I must not have bad dream anymore!

Lily of The Valley

This is Lily of The Valley

It brings out the meaning of "Life must be full with Happiness"

This is what my life should and must have now!

The End of Form Six

Today is the last day....... :-
+ I wore my Form 6 uniform
+ I sat examsssss in Form 6 life
+ I went to KGV for my study
+ I mixed with ALL my classmates and friends

Tommorow onwards....... :-
= I no need to wake up at 5 a.m.
= I no need to attend stupid assembly everyday
= I no need to enter my SUPERB BORING BIO classes ( Pn. Norilah : So water potential...So osmotic pressure....)
= I no need to enter my SUPERB TENSION CHEMISTRY classes ( Mr. Kwan : The Benzene ring attach to bla bla bla ....)
= I no need to enter my quite relax PENGAJIAN AM classes ( Mr. Nawi : Dasar Pandang Ke Timur, Dialog-dialog Selatan bla bla bla.....)
= I no need to enter my SUPER DUPER BORING MATH classes ( Pn. Tan : x2+5x-8=.....)

I'm so happy there is many many no need I no need to do.....
But somehow...
I will miss all my classmates and friends in there!
For the new friends I'd met in there....
Nice to meet you all and keep in touch!
For the old friends, we should keep in touch too!

Exam Over

HurraAYayyyy!!!
Stupid STPM is over!!
Finally.....
Do you all know how am I SUFFERED for this stupid one month!
Argh.....
Can RELAX now!
When the last few seconds for today's paper , my heart was smiling and said THIS IS THE TIME!


After exam, ME,SAMMY,SIAH & WYE LYNG were going to sing Karaoke!
Oh my godness!!!We all were MAD & we totally HIGH!"..Fly away................by F.I.R"We sang this twice just for screamed!
We SCEAMED, we DANCED.....
Siah is the "BEST SINGER"....he just screamed and screamed and screamed while Sammy is the "BEST DANCER".....Oh...Her slim waist was just NICE!!!Loll....
Oh Gosh.....4 of us already get sore throat~!
But we have fun!
We just RELAX and forget all about the stress we had!
We totally free now!
Yeah!!!I'M FREE!!!!!!
"..............................FLY AWAY................................"

天下的孩子都得要读!

媳婦說：
「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，
妳究竟想怎麼樣 ？」
母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。
她怒瞪他一眼。
他試了一口，馬上吐出來，
兒子說：「 我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」
「 那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮！」
媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。

兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：
「 媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」
「 仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！
「 媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，
至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 ....」
母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：
「 仔，不要送媽去老人院。」
聲音似乎在哀求。
兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。

「 媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，
妳知道老婆一但工作，
一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。
老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」
「可是，阿財叔他 ....」

洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。
他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。
母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。
但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，
反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！
真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？
仔問自己，他有些不忍。

「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」

阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他
「 你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，
為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？
樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊 ！」
親戚總是這樣勸他。
兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。

夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。
一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。

是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。
當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，
嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，
但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。

幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上，
神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，
有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。
兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，
所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。
從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。
幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，
四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。
縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。

「 媽，我........我要走了 ！」
母親只能點頭。
他走時，母親頻頻揮手，
她張著沒有牙的嘴，
蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。
兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，
深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。
母親，真的老了！

他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。
那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，
於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。
母親臨走時，
他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：
「 媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」

最後母親沒有丟下他。
他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，
深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。

他回到家，
妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。
身高3呎的獎杯──
那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！
華英字典──
那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！
還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，
沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？

「 夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。
﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。
岳母沒好氣地說。

「 就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，
我明天要為我媽添張新的 ！」

一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，
那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。

「 它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」

「 你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」

「 我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，
為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？ 」

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。
一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，
呼一聲又飛馳而過。
那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，
停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。
他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。
她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，
顯然感到安慰的說：
「 媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！ 」
他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。

「 很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」

他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道 ：
「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧 ！」

∼∼後語∼∼

隨著自己愈長大，
看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，
頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！

父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，
像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！
而我呢？
有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，
或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，
才會想起他們……
其實父母親要的真的不多，
只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」
隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐，
睡前幫他們盖盖被子，
天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。

有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。
那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？
我相信，人是環環相扣的；
現在，你如何對待你的父母；
以後，你的子女就如何待你。

朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，
願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！

∼共勉之∼
生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！
老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子！當你還很小的時候，
我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，
請給我一點時間，等我一下，
讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。
孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，
才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？
所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！
切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！
孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，
不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，
只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。
孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。
所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。
就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，
那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....

A Little Bit Relax Now

Hurray!!!Chemistry gone!!!
Time past very fast....
Now...I'm going to have my last paper - BIO
After that, I'm totally FREE!

Yeah Yeah.....Mathematics gone, PA gone, Chemistry gone!All gone!!
Now my mind don't have any stupid stuff about all those FORMULA, EQUATION...
I also forget what is Partial Fraction is crap about....what equilibrium....etc....
My whole brain is totally relax!
No more stress!

But....the results really will scare me off!
Today's Chemistry I just crapping there....
Can't really sure what can I wrote...
Well.....luckily I managed to finish all those questions!Really Thanks GOD!


So....now I must concentrate for the last paper.
BIO BIO BIO.....
Operon......Heart rate......Photosynthesis.......Nucleus.....etc....
Lol.....All my mind should and must only full with BIO only for the right now!!!

Mathematics

Omg......my Math 1 gone......
Damn hard man!!!
I'd panic and nervous when I did those questions.
I almost want to cry.....
Because when I thought in my mind that will I fail my Math....?Arg.....


My Stupid Math Paper 1

Pengajian Am

I'd my first subject....
Pengajian Am.....
Objective I found it some hard some easy....
Subjective quite ok......
But the graph made me abit nervous because I'd used quite alot of time on it!!Hope it doesn't has any mistake.....

And my friends who did something wrong in thier Paper 2, don't worry....
You still have 3 more subjects to go....
So....Gambateh!!

Beauty and The Geeks

Finally Beauty and The Geeks come to the end....

Luckily Nate & Cecille were not won.....
Cecille really doesn't deserve to win...
and she is bitch!
Nate also not really the best!Why everyone like him?
His last task was disgusting!
He is singer for the Star Wars Band...?Omg....
He sang like sucks!What "I'm a storm trooper, I'm not a robot..."!

Megan and Scooter....you guys really the best!
Scooter doesn't look like a geek anymore....He is more than a geek...
Somemore is Harvard graduate.....
Megan was so SEXy.....
They done so well in the last task!
So romantic....

Well well well.....Congrates Megan & Scooter!


I'll stop watch tv on every Tuesday 10:30pm already now onwards....
But I still will watch every Thursday 9:30pm- Blow Out.... Jonathan Antin is so cool.....

Update my blog...

Yesterday was Project Runway Malaysia finale...

Yes....Felix won!His collections were great....!
I love his designed....

Gorgoues blouses....

Congrates!

Today, I cooked spagetti for my breakfast and lunch!

First time cooked by myself....

Result was not bad...

quite nice!!Lol....

Pretty nice right the outlook...?

And....9 more days.....yes....9 more days...

exam will arrive then...

but i seems like very relax....still can watched tv, went to kl...

very stressed when i saw all my friends were study hard for STPM!

16 days

Arh.....still left 16 days...
16 days more is my dead time!
i saw everyone were so so hardworking, it's made me felt scary and scary!

I wish God will bless for me...
Bless me do well in my exam
And also....Bless for my friends who taking SPM & STPM soon...

Good Luck!!!

Life Is stress

Long time didn't update my blog!

Exam is nearer and my stress is double!

Gosh!!!I wish exam faster over and I can relax !

Everyday need to study study and study.....Boring!But have too.....

+=+ My messy table...All exam fault! +=+

Friendship Lost & Found

Today, I'd read an article from The Star entitled "Friendship Lost and Found"....

It is wrote about a little childhood misunderstanding and a lot of childish pride add up to 30 wasted years.

The both person knew each other when they were aged 12.They became best buddy then.
But....good days are not always there for people....They ended up their friendship just because of his friend had chosen to listen to somebody esle rather than trusted his own best friend.

After 30 years, they met up each other again in a reunion dinner.He was shocked because he met his friend face-to-face.The most suprised was...his friend gave him a hug and quoted a verse from Bible -"Unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven".

After the reunion dinner, they still kept in touch and they became best buddy again....

After I'd read this article, I wonder how could a friendship which already broken and got a scar on it can recover it.For me, once a friendship was broken means that there will be a great wall between us...We hard to overcome the wall....and and and.....I can't really stand for a friendship which full of unfaithful, cheat, liar and etc....

For me, a broken friendship means that they already fed up and hopeless in this relationship.So, how could them become hopeful after hopeless??I wonder.......?

Maybe forgiveness play an important part in friendship but for me, if my best friends misunderstood me and prefer to listen to others rather than me means he/she doesn't really understand me.....If like this, what is the point that this friendship still continue....waste time, waste energy and waste my trustworthty towards them.

And I hate the most is those people who are hypocrite.They really sucks!
Be friend with you nicely in front of people but backbiting you after that!Arg.....Damn it!

I heard one of my friend said this before, people will always change.Today maybe is your best friends but tomorrow......NO WAY!The will be your enemy too!So.....the friend who told me this actually he doesn't trusted anyone and he don't want has such a hypocrite friendship!He rather be alone than betrayed by the person you trust the most!

一公升的眼泪

Aya: L.O.V.E Letter
和无情的学长分手的时侯
比赛合唱团————三月九日

今天，一公升的眼泪的完结篇。。。

我呢。。。是这部日剧的剧迷。。。

所以，完结篇播出我当然就会守住电视旁咯。。。。

我想我一定会哭吧。。。因为非常的感动。。

但是呢。。。我没有！

反而，我很钦佩这位叫木藤亚也。。。

她身患不治之症。。。虽然刚开始不能接受自己不能活多久，

但是，她不曾放弃自己。。。

因为她知道在这个世界的周围，每个小小的角落，都有比她活得更痛苦的人。。。

所以，她就决定无论自己能活多久，她也不要依赖别人。。。

反之， 她更造福人群。。。用自己的笔迹去鼓励所有绝望的人。。。

慢慢的。。。她觉得自己不是一个废人，而是一个有用的人。。。。

很可惜。。。她在1988年的时候不幸逝世。。。当年，她才25岁。。。

她在日记本里写了一句我觉得很有意义的句子。。。

接受事实，活在当下！

还有。。。她也曾经问过她的妈妈。。。

人活着每天以泪洗脸， 那么为什么人还要来到这个世界受苦呢？

她妈妈到她逝世为止都无法找出答案。。。

或许吧。。。人类活在这个世界上难免会用痛苦的时候。。。

但。。。你要如何去面对就掌握在您手中了。。。

如果。。。你能体会到木藤亚也的痛苦。。。

也许。。。你就会觉得你的痛苦不算什么了。。。

人能活在这个世界里，就要好好的珍惜生命，珍惜自己，珍惜亲人。。。

因为人能活着也是一种福气！

切记！！！珍惜生命！接受所有不能改变的事实。。。活在当下！

这样才不枉人生！

感慨的，

宁欣

Poor

Hmm....I can't online too often anymore!
So i can't update my blog too often..
because my bro take off the modern so that I can't online...
too bad!
But nevermind, after 2 months, I can play whenever I like and how long I like...

Because I Love You

These few days I really fall in love with this song title Because I love You sang by Stevie B...
It is a nice song and quite meaningful...
First I get to know this song from the Hong Kong drama series "The Drive of Life"...
The lyrics is so touch....
The melody is soft and nice...

Because I Love You - Stevie B

Got Ur letter.
From the postman just the other day.
So I decide 2 write U this song.
Just 2 let U know.
Exactly the way I feel.
To let U know my love is 4 real.

Because I love U.
and I will do anything.
I give U my heart.
My everything.
Because I love U.
I'll be right by Ur side.
To be Ur light 2 be Ur guy.

If U should feel.
That I don't really care.
And that U're starting 2 lose ground.
Just let me reassure U.
That U can count on me.
And that I will always be around.

Because I love U.
MY heart is an open door.
Girl, won’t U pleas come on in?
Because I love U.
I'll be right by Ur side.
To be Ur light 2 be Ur guy.

If U should feel.
That I don't really care.
And that U're starting 2 lose ground.
Just let me reassure U.
That U can count on me.
And that I will always be around.

Because I love U.
MY heart is an open door.
Girl, won’t U pleas come on in?
Because I love U.
I'll be right by Ur side.
To be Ur light 2 be Ur guy.


If a guy sing this song for me with the good voice...
Hehehe.....I'm sure I'll feel touch and sweet...

Today's life

Today, we all plan to have steam-boat in the coming holiday with Mr. See, Mr. Siah, Sammy, Chai Pic, Xin Hui & me....
We discussed till so excited....
But suddenly our topic not around this but something else...
I really can't believe that still got people in the class do not know bout me & "him"...
Haha....
I don't know should say them observative skills are too low or what...
Very obvious actually...
But the both gentlemen still don't know and asked me bout it!Argh...
But never mind, I won't kira with them....
Not my fault also....Who asked "him" so busybody asked me bout that when I was in my bad mood!
His own fault!Don't tried to blame me...
Well....Forget about it!



Do you all will dream even have a nap?
OMG.....only a nap, I also can dream...Don't know why...
Izzit too tired?too stress?
I dream that me and Chai Pic were chasing each other in our school party....Lol...
When i chased her, she still can take beverages from others.....
LAter, me and her stopped and have the drinks...
Hahah.....quite non-sense dream is this....




LEt's talk about my horoscope today....
I think quite true for me...
Let's see......

GEMINI
Many different people are pushing you for action right now, and it might be in your best interests to make them happy. They are not as concerned with the quality of your actions as they are with you just doing something now, so there is no reason to put any pressure on yourself. There is no wrong answer here, so anything you do will be appreciated. This is a no-lose situation for you, so let go of the tension you may be feeling and just go for it!

MAybe I should do what this horoscope said....let go the tension and just go for it!
I think I can I do it...

Lol....and.....I will ponteng tomorrow too....
What a good student I am.....

Sadness

I'm quite upset today because I'd receive a bad news!
Today I companied my mom go for checked up...doctor said her health had some problems....need to further check up.
Why should it happen to my mom?
I really sad and felt helpless!
I hope she will be healthy soon...
May God will bless her!
I also will pray to God!
Hope she recover soon!
Thanks God!

I'm Proud of Myself

Amazing!!Today I'd done one thing that I'm not dare to do...Driving up to a small bukit..
Wao....I'd felt great when I was successful climb up without fall back....Lol...Really feel proud!Somemore, I'm just driving alone.Nobody were with me!
Arhm....Feel like my driving skills are improved even though quite a long time didn't drive!
Well....Hope my skills would not drop but improve somemore....Haha....
This is the 1st time I'd drive alone and naik bukit alone without fallen back!

The 3rd Year

2 months more, the 3rd year you are not with me.
I don't know why your everything still in my mind?
Your smile, your cute and charm eyes, your attitude and your everything...

Why am I so stupid? Do you really deserved for me to remember you??
Whenever I'd saw the present you presented for me....I'll think of you again!
Whenever I'd listened to love song about break up...Your face would appeared in my mind!

I can't be like this....
I'm promise!I'm just allowed myself to think of you until this year!No more for the coming years!I must stop thinking of you anymore for my future life!Yes.....I promised I'll do it!

Disgusting

Why wanna told me about that?Why?That made me felt disgusting!

I can't imagine that!

Friendship

Friendship
... is you
... is love
... is shared
... is forgiving
... is shared secret
... heals many hurts
... is not judgemantal
... is shared laughter
... is slow and steady
... can be angry at times
... is depandable and true
... is more precious than silver and gold
... is meant to be savoured like fine wine
... is not prefect, much like we are not prefect
... does not hold grudges on demand prefection
... makes all the wrong thing in life, right somehow
... is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day
... is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times


A true Friendship shouldn't be what these wrote?
I really fed up with a pretentious and somewhat a "BEST FRIEND" anymore!

Birthday Party for Mr.Kwan

28/9/2007

Today, we organised a belated birthday party for Mr. Kwan!

Actually his birthday was on 25/9/2007 but on that day, more than half of our class were absent!Then all the people said we not ikhlas at all to celebrate birthday for him!WTF!

On the early morning, we all distributed the work to each other!But but but...got FEW students not even helped but ate alot!

We had prepared various type of foods like sandwich, meehoon, fishball, jelly mooncake, curry-puff, hotdog, fruits' salad and etc....

Sammy had prepared jelly with cartoon and Billy prepared star jelly and jelly mooncake!Really delicious!

We didn't buy birthday cake but our creative have bring us a Creative birthday cake - Jelly...

We put the jelly together and put the candles on it!Really creative I thought!Lol....

After that, Mr. Kwan was coming in our class.....And started to sing birthday song for

him....Then we started to have our foods!

Then we combined all the tables so that we can sat together with Mr. Kwan....

After finished eat, we took photos with Mr. Kwan.... After his period ended, he gave us some speech.....after that, he left!

This party was not ended of his leave...But we still continued to wait Pn. Tan to come.

She came and at first she wanna to teach and asked us to clean it up!But, we all pujuk her and finally we can have fun for 2 more periods again!Yahooooo....

While Pn. Tan had her foods, we all show our drawing skills on the board!

Then....we had our photo session!!!We take our class photo with Pn. Tan and of course...with each others friends!

Photo Session With Friends