Saturday, December 26, 2009

Life 1

Today I supposed to be in KL already one but due to my not-willing-to-back-so-early, I decided to back myself by train on tomorrow. I have no reason why I don't have the feel to go back to the boring and stressful's life. But anyway, I still need to go back tomorrow. I loved to be at home, to be sleep on my bed, to eat my dad's homemade dishes.
I don't know why recently I become such a sentimental person. I just wish to stay at my home sweet home forever but I know it is impossible because as we grow, we will fly. Fly to our dreams, fly to the destination we want. So, tomorrow, I'll need to fly to somewhere to achieve my dreams.
I heard different comments about life from my friends. Some said life doesn't mean to study hard and get a first class certificate and get a job. But some said study is not that important but at least get a CGPA 3.0 is more than enough because to get an ideal job, working experience is more important than those academic's result. I totally agreed with no doubt.
I think I have to stop here. I have to set back my mind to study mode and get back to the boring's life again.

Friday, December 25, 2009

My fav activity♥

Yesterday was fun!
Reunion with 2 groups of friends. It was so enjoyable for me. I love to gather with old schoolmates.

11 something in the morning, WyeLyng, Xin Hui, See and me went to sing karaoke at Jusco and watched Sherlock Holmes at 1.35pm and finally stopped at Old Town to have a tea-time and gossiping. We chatted alot until 6 something in the evening. I just like such kind of life that can sit down and relax with friends without any stress. 4 of us didn't meet for quite a long period but luckily, we still manage to chat alots of things.

After ended up the gathering, I joint another group of friends to have Christmas's Eve dinner at Kemayan Square. At first we planned to go Malacca but not succeed because we have no transport. So we just have a simple dinner with Satay Celup which is a Malacca's food. Although we can't go Malacca to celebrate our Eve, but at least we had our Malacca's food.=)
Around 9.30pm, we just headed off back to own house because I can't back at late night.=(. But it's okay because I managed to meet all of them in my last few days of holiday before going back to uni.

I was so satisfied with yesterday meeting and hope to have another very soon.♥

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

The lost me!

I'm lost!
Recently, there are too many things happened until I do not have time to take a breath. Mad people came to find my problems. Because of that mad gal, I was involve in a so-called WAR. I felt that it was very ridiculuos and totally a bull shit. I don't know the gal is it that abnormal since past. But what I know is she really mad! She messed-up my last week of holiday, my sweet and relax holiday. I hate her very much, very much! Nevertheless, I need to thank her because of her appearance, I learnt something. Something that I feel it is very useful in my future life. Thanks, mad gal!
Today is the peaceful day for me. So far, nothing happened! Everything comes to the end? I hope so and that is my wish for now. Mad gal, please leave me, okay? You are not welcome in my life for now and forever.
Now and then, I will live happily because I know that there are many people who support me and love me.

p/s: Don't worry me because I'm really okay now. No sadness anymore. So do you,okay?

x.o.x.o
You know you love me.♥

Monday, December 21, 2009

Why things seems become more and more complicated?I do not have strength to face it anymore. I am very tired. Please, please get lost from my life. Don't appear in my life once again.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

What the hell!!!!!Suddenly let people scold me by using rude words!!!!Shit!!!I didn't let people scold like that before one.She think who the hell is she!!!Fuck her!!!!!Arghhhhhhhhh.....I want to slap her now.Shit!!!!!She is crazy fucker.She needs to go psycology to check for her mental problem.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

我爱他 - 叮当

video
他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Gathering

Yesterday I had my gathering with my lovely friends although just 4 of them. But I do love them because when I was upset past few days, they asked me out for gathering although they don't know about my sadness. I love gathering with friends, I love it very much. Friends are so meaningful to me. I don't want to explain so much about yesterday gathering because I think "A picture worth a thousand words."




From last time above 100 messages to now almost 50 messages, what is this imply?
Busy???Boring???Or changing????Whatever....anything not important!!!
Jealousy is very very scary............
Miss Jealousy can you go away???
I HATE YOU!!!!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

爱情温度计与保鲜期

有一位朋友问我,到底是不是每对情侣都有爱情温度计与保鲜期。
他说,当一对刚开始的恋人,他们一定处于温度计的巅峰-热恋期。至于保鲜期当然说是永远咯。
但当这段爱情有一点的时期了,那么它的温度会还是保持与热恋期的吗???他这样的问我。
我说啊。。。或许刚热恋期的时候,甜言蜜语数不尽。什么天长地久的,什么海枯石烂的,说的有多么的动听。但是,有多少人真地会如此呢??我不知道。
热恋期是有多长呢??因人而异吧。有的是3个月,有的是1年 ,有的是10年,也有的真的是永远。 不过,有多少的是这样呢??
我有个朋友说啊。。。他的男朋友再追她的时候,天天在聊天室里聊到凌晨3点多都不会累。可是呢。。。在一起差不多一年了,聊聊到1,2点他就说累了。累,她相信他。因为他早起床。不过。。。。她也都失望了。是因为他变了吗???还是他们已经不再热恋期了呢??或许吧。。。
这我脑海里出现了一首歌。。。<是你变了吗>
人啊。。。当然对新的东西都特别的好奇,新鲜的吧。所以说不在热恋期也对吧。
我的朋友还告诉我说她依然很爱他。。。不过,她对他有点失望而已。
她对他们的感情也感觉到了危机。可是,她说她不会放弃直到那男的放弃了。
也许那女的的确对这段感情很认真吧。
我希望她的男朋友可以了解她的苦心,她对他的心与认真。
祝福他们!!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Commit suicide???

Commit suicide cases increase doubly since year 2005 in Malaysia?
Why this will happen? What is the reason?
Stress of studies? Money? Health problem? Or relationship?
Can't deny that in the recent society, all of these are the main factor cause of commit suicide.
People are stress out and they choose to end up their life by commit suicide.
Mayb I am one of them??? lolz....Yes...Maybe because I'm also live in this stressful world.=P

我真的受伤了

曲:王菀之 词:王菀之

灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
我的心开始想念了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

从以前就已经很喜欢这首歌了。音律很舒服,词曲很有意思。

Monday, December 7, 2009

Team Medical Dragon - Rate: 5 stars

Team Medical Dragon is a very nice Japanese's drama. I love it very much since the first time I watched it on tv. But I just managed to watch few episodes only and I find for this drama for quite a long time already.
Finally, I watched the 2 series of drama completely. I am so happy.
This drama taught me alot about medical matters especially the most important organ in our body- The Heart. I wish I am the doctor- Asada sensei. He is so cool and he is God in the drama. He saves human life without giving up. He can change 0.01% to become 100%. Those operations who people think it is impossible but he could make it finally. This is unbelieveable. I wonder in this reality materialistic world, is there any doctor like Asada sensei will save human life without concern about money??? I am wondering....^^

Saturday, December 5, 2009

一句话

一句话,它可以很甜蜜,
一句话,它也可以很刺耳。
一句话,它可以很刻骨铭心,
一句话,它也可以今生不忘。
一句话,它可以治疗你的痛,
一句话,它可以使你更加的痛。
也许一句话对你而言是句没什么的话,
但它也许对别人而言是句很伤人的话。
原来,一句话可以有这么多的意思。
它可以代表着开心的一句话,也可以代表着伤心的一句话。
所以啊。。。
在说话之前,请好好地想清楚你要代表的是什么的一句话。

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Quick Update

This blog has been neglected by me for quite a long time due to some reasons.
Since now is my holiday, I'm free to update it.
Passed few days I was busy and headache with my registration courses for next semester. I would like to say that my Uni's IT system was suck especially my department. All the courses we planned to register are fulled. The problems make all of us panic and don't know what to do except keep on call the incharge party to settle for it. You know what..they took 3 days to settle the problem. I mentioned PROBLEM not PROBLEMS!!!!They just settle 1 course but there are many courses that have problem but they don't fix it. How pityful are we!!!!!
All of us are really unsatisfied with their attitude and their working performances are so insufficient. I don't know how they can survive until now in this world.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Long time didn't update my blog already.
Today my mood quite bad....
Really no mood at all....
I don't like the feeling now...
What to do???I still need to accept this type of feeling.....

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Money is really a main cause for human to be quarrel about.

We better do not involve money's problem with people.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Quick Update!!!

It's been ages I didn't update my blog.
I'm quite lazy recently due to my 7 weeks of lab and early morning's classes.
Today since I am so free, then just update a short post.

I was sick since Friday. Fever and flu. H1N1? Touch wood....
Today not really recover yet. Still having flu but I guessed fever is off.
Recently in my uni, there are many people who sick. Coughing around, sneezing around. All the bacterial moving around in the lecture hall. So, my immune system cant fight with those bacterial and ended up with sick.

All my friends are working at PC Fair Maxis Broadband. Today is the last day for them. I also have work at first but since my parents don't allow me to work, so I didn't work. I think 5 of them were really tired because need to stand from 11am until 9pm something. But worth also because they can earn pocket money. RM80 per day for basic and commision is extra pay. Good luck guys. Fight for the last day!!!

I think is enough for me to update today. I feel sleepy cause of flu. Gonna sleep already. Bye!!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

昨晚的我。。。失眠了!!!

半夜竟然被某种原因吵醒了。。。。都不知道多少点才睡回去。

失眠的感觉真的不好受!!!

我不要再失眠了。永远都不要了!!!
Sorry no cure?

How you all feel when someone you love or important to you tell you this when you sincerely apologize to them?

For me, if is someone not so important say to me, I'll think it is not a big deal but if someone important to me tell me this, I'll hurt.

Maybe it's really sorry no cure because there is no turning back after you done something wrong.

So, sorry is meaningless for me, I guessed.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

当你心情不好时。。。

当你心情不好时。。。

学会 沉默
有时候,你被人误解,你不想争辩,所以选择沈默。本来就不是所有的人都得了解你,因此你认为不必对全世界喊话。却也有时候,你被最爱的人误解,你难过到不想争辩,也只有选择沈默。全世界都可以不懂你,但他应该懂,若他竟然不能懂,还有什么话可说?生命中往往有连舒伯特都无言以对的时刻,毕竟不是所有的是非都能条列清楚,甚至可能根本没有真正的是与非。那么,不想说话,就不说吧。在多说无益的时候,也许沈默就是最好的解释。

当你心情不好时。。。

至少 平静
在你跌入人生谷底的时候,你身旁所有的人都告诉你:要坚强,而且要快乐。坚强是绝对需要的,但是快乐?在这种情形下,恐怕是太为难你了。毕竟,谁能在跌得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴?但是至少可以做到平静。平静地看待这件事,平静地把其他该处理的事处理好。平静,没有快乐,也没有不快乐。

当你心情不好时。。。

学会弯腰
这会是我意外的收获 和别人发生意见上的纷歧,甚造成言语上的冲突,所以你闷闷不乐,因为你觉得都是别人恶意。别再耿耿于怀了,回家去擦地板吧。拎一块抹布,弯下腰,双膝着地,把你面前这张地板的每个角落来回擦拭干净。然后重新省思自己在那场冲突,所说过的每一句话。现在,你发现自己其实也有不对的地方了,是不是?你渐渐心平气和了,是不是?有时候你必须学习弯腰,因为这个动作可以让你谦卑。劳动身体的同时,你也擦亮了自己的心绪。而且,你还拥有了一张光洁的地板呢。这是你的第二个收获。

当你心情不好时。。。

不要想 如果 当初
你说,人生是一条有无限多岔口的长路,永远在不停地做选择。如果只是选择吃炒面或炒饭,影响似乎不大,但选择读什么科系、做什么工作、结婚或不结婚、要不要有孩子,每一个选择都影响深远,而不同的选择也必定造就完全不一样的人生。你又说,生命中不可承受之情,就在于人生没有重来的机会啊。如果当初如何如何,现在就不会怎样怎样...这种充满怅然的喃喃自语,还是别再多说了吧。每一个岔口的选择其实没有真正的好与坏,只要把人生看成是自己。独一无二的创作,就不会频频回首如果当初做了不一样的选择。

当你心情不好时。。。

努力吧
不管成功与否 至少曾经美丽 漫步林间,你看见一株藤蔓附着树干,柔软与坚实相互交缠,你感动于这静美的一幕。让幸福与归属就此驻足吧。你想。不知未来会有怎样一番风雨摧折?也许藤将断、树会倒,也许天会荒,地将老。你又想。那么,请时光停格在此刻吧。停格即是永恒。永恒里若有这静美的一刻,未来可能遭遇的种种劫难,便已得到了安慰与报偿。

当你心情不好时。。。

保持单纯
因为思虑过多,所以你常常把你的人生复杂化了。明明是活在现在,你却总是念念不忘着过去,又忧心忡忡着未来;坚持携带着过去、未来与现在同行,你的人生当然只有一片拖泥带水。而单纯是一种恩宠状态。单纯地以皮肤感受天气的变化,单纯地以鼻腔品尝雨后的青草香,单纯地以眼睛统摄远山近景如一幅画。单纯地活在当下。而当下其实无所谓是非真假。既然没有是非,就不必思虑;没有真假,就无须念念不忘又忧心忡忡。无是非真假,不就像在做梦一样了吗?是呀,就单纯地把你的人生当成梦境去执行吧。

当你心情不好时。。。

偶尔"俗气"...
吃多了健康食品,偶尔你也想啃一啃鸭舌头和盐酥鸡。看多了大师名剧,偶尔你也想瞄一瞄耳光摔不完眼泪掉不完的连续剧。听多了古典音乐,偶尔你也想唱一唱爱他一百年又恨他一他一万年的流行歌曲。你知道健康食品对健胃整肠有意义,大师名剧对培养气质有意义,古典音乐对提升性灵有意义,可是,偶尔你其实并不想让自己时时刻刻活得那么有意。人生不需要把自己绑得那么紧。偶尔的小小放纵,是道德的。灵气充满或许接近大人,但偶尔的俗气会更平易近人。

当你心情不好时。。。

控制情绪 别浪费了~
今天的你,是不开心的你,因为有人在言语间刺伤了你。你不喜欢吵架,所以你离开;可是你只是离开了那,却没有离开被那人伤害的情境,因此你愈想愈生气。愈有气,你就愈没有力气去理会别的事情,许多更该用心去做去想去处理的事件,就在你漫天漫地的心烦意乱之中,被轻忽被漠视被省略了。因为,你只是一心一意地在生气。在情绪上做文章,这是对自己的浪费,而且是很坏的浪费。毕竟,生气也是要花力气的,而且生气一定伤元气。聪明如你,别让情绪控制了你,当你又要生气之前,不妨轻声地提醒自己一句:“别浪费了。”

当你心情不好时。。。


抓住最好的时机 绝不错过
你曾经买了一件很喜欢的衣裳却舍不得穿,郑重地供奉在衣柜里;许久之后,当你再看见它的时候,却发现它已经过时了。所以,你就这样与它错过了。你也曾经买了一块漂亮的蛋糕却舍不得吃,郑重地供奉在冰箱里;许久之后,当你再看见它的时候,却发现它已经过期了。所以,你也这样与它错过了。没有在最喜欢的时候上身的衣裳,没有在最可口的时候品尝的蛋糕,就像没有在最想做的时候去做的事情,都是遗憾。生命也有保存期限,想做的事该趁早去做。如果你只是把你的心愿郑重地供奉在心里,却未曾去实行,那么唯一的结果,就是与它错过,一如那件过时的衣裳,一如那块过期的蛋糕。

Boring

Why when you are really care for someone, you will really care what he/she said?

Speechless now....

My holiday is so so so boring. I wanna die!!!!! Die caused of boring!!!! Arhggg....

Friday, May 15, 2009

一场葬礼的意义

原来一场葬礼是可以看出人心的。

我的外公刚刚去世了。

我们都必须去吉隆坡出席葬礼。

这个葬礼比起那一次我的公公的来的复杂的多。

有人为了一个名字而争吵。。。有的就爱掌管一切。

人就是那么的莫名其妙。。。明明就是一家人。。。可是为什么要为了这些小事而争呢??

人都已经不在了。。。还有什么好争的呢???

葬礼难道就是个让你争我夺的地方吗??

难道就不能让他安息吗??唉!!!!

外公,你安息吧!!!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day


Happy Mother's Day to my beloved mommy and mommies around the world.


Wish my mom healthy always and happy forever!!!
I love you, mom.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Finally finished all my 2nd semester for 1st year.
This sem is a tough sem but I guessed next sem onwards will be more and more tough.

After exam, is time for me to release all my stresses.
I went out with Yen Nee and Yeong Siang straight after my last paper finised. We went to Sg. Wang to shop and look for Yen Nee's brother and mum. We went to shop until 5pm and then Yen Nee's brother fetch us back to college.
The next day, went out with Hong Chiun and Yeong Siang. Watched The Friday 13th and had our dinner at The Mahanthan Fish Market.

The other day went to Genting Highlands with Yen San, Yeong Siang, Jie Ying, Hong Chiun & Kar Hooi.
Headed off from college at 7.30am and went to Terminal Putra to buy tickets.
Arrived Genting at 11 something and let pictures do the talking.






Saturday, April 11, 2009

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Love someone that is impossbile for you is it suffer?

Love someone that he/she already has another partner is it that suffer?
Love him/her, but can't let them know.
Keep inside the heart.
Cry alone, sad alone. Is this worth it to do that?
One of my friend is facing this problem now.
She likes someone she can't likes.
The guy has GF already.
He is not that good actually. He treat everyone also the same.
He believes that there is no any gap between guys and gals.
So he treat you like this just because he made you as friend!!!!! He cares you just because you are one of his friend.
He already has GF!!!!! You should wake up from your fairy tale's dream.
He is not worth for you, I guessed so.
Your emotions now have control by him.
Today you told me that you very sad because he didn't reply your message and tomorrow you said you were very happy because he replied you.
I gonna faint with all of these rubbish.
You are such a fool. You fooled by yourself and by him. You better WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!
Many people already knew that he got GF and many people also told you about this. But you still wanna wait some miracle to happen.
Yes, maybe someday the miracle would happen but when?
When the time he and his GF break??
Don't wait for his letter or sms.
Don't sad for him anymore.
You still young and still got many choices out there waiting for you.

Friday, March 13, 2009

最后一次

在我最后一次,
闭上眼睛之前,
我想對你說我愛你
在你怀里,
舍不得放弃,
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力,
不想闭上眼睛,
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你,
当不要忘记,
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去...

想走了~
去了好远的地方,
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易,
生死由天决定不要太伤心。

在我最后一次,
闭上眼睛之前,
我想對你說我愛你
在你怀里,
舍不得放弃,
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力,
不想闭上眼睛,
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你,
当不要忘记,
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次,
闭上眼睛之前,
我想對你說我愛你
在你怀里,
舍不得放弃,
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力,
不想闭上眼睛,
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你,
当不要忘记,
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
(我永远爱你)........

Thursday, March 12, 2009

"我们真的从无话不说到无话可说吗?"

Why? Why? Why?
I don't wish to be like this.
I don't like the situation now.
I don't like the present me.
I'm sorry to you, dear.
Am I hurt you so deep?
If yes, very sorry...
I don't want to be like this.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

心痛的感觉

心疼的感觉原来真的那么痛的。
心痛的好像心脏被人用刀割一样。
心脏就像快要停止跳动了。
呼吸很困难。。。就来窒息了。
有一首歌:"我想哭但是哭不出来。。。"
我觉得很有意思。。。
泪珠就在眼眶里打转。。。可是就流不出来。
终于忍着了,泪珠也回流了。

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

MAK Night 2009

Malam Anugerah Kurshiah (MAK) Night 2009
Fasa 1
Theme: Traditional Night
Date: 13th Feb 2009
Venue: 3rd Residential College

Let's photos do the talking.

Indian Ning Shing



Fasa 2
Theme: Glamour and Exclusive
Date: 27th Feb 2009
Venue: The Summit Hotel, USJ Subang

Friday, February 27, 2009

Sunday, February 22, 2009

200th's Post

This is my 200th's post.
What am I going to write about this post?Hmmm....
Let's talk about my this whole week's feelings and moods.

This whole week I was in the mixture of moods. Happy, sad, heart break..
I think I am a failure. A such big failure in human relationship.
I also don't know how to express myself in words.
Nobody can't understood me.
All things happened at once.
Aihhh....
Whatever....! I just hope all will be alright in the coming weeks.

Just want to tell you my dear(you know who you are), I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. muacckksss...
This post just special dedicated to you....

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Today just get a news from my sister about my 3rd aunty admitted into hospital today because of her appendix get infection.

Why so many things happened all together?

My grandpa just passed away and now my 3rd aunty is at hospital.

Grandpa, please protect your daughter and let her get well soon.

Grandpa, please pray for your sons, daughters, daughter-in-laws, son-in-laws and grandchildren.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The 7th day

Today is the 7th day that my grandpa has leave me.

He is not around anymore.

7 days without his breathe, voices, smiles, and his everything.

After 7 weeks, 7 months, 7 years and later, do I still miss him like how I miss him now?

But what I know is I won't forget him. Once I start to forget his look, I'll look back to the pictures that he took with us. I will remind myself not to forget him forever. Yes, I will.

I miss you.............................and love you...........................



Emo,
Ning Shing

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

遗憾 (From cousin's blog)


原来我很少很少和我的公公拍过照,有些的遗憾...为什么公公还健在的时候,我没好好地帮公公拍过一张最完美的照片...直到那天,我才发现,但也太迟了,也无法再挽回了...最近的一张,只是拍到公公的背影而已...为什么总是在失去时,才懂的珍惜,才去后悔,我该要怎样才能挽回? 今天是公公离开我们的第四天,今晚是最后一晚,我们再也无法再见公公的一面了…为什么公公还在的时候,我没多点的回来看他,一个星期才回来一次,以前更加离谱,一个月才回来一两次而已….

还记得,公公在我小时候很喜欢帮我们按花名,好怀念公公叫我’ 老文头’(海陆风话)…今天的我在也不能听的到了, 好久好久没有和公公讲过话了,他的声音,我害怕忘记,失去了公公的声音,我该去那里寻回? 没有公公,就没有我爸爸,就没有我,公公的一生就只是在忙碌着,都没有享到福就离开了我们…去年的12月,公公突然的进了医院,直到今年他的病情也没有起色,原本今年的除夕,请别人在医院看管公公的,但想到过年,应该接公公一起过…在年除3那天,公公静静的离开我们….在他离开的时候,我们没有在他的身边….为什么公公走的时候,也不让我们在他的身边?

昨天,我的堂妹告诉我公公身前的习惯,这些是我以前都没有发觉到的…他喜欢做的事,他每天都会做的事…原来我都不了解我自己的公公,在我的印象中,公公他每天都微笑的,thn…每次去新村是,他都是在忙碌的做东西 ’砍材’ , ’砍竹遮’ ,’攪猪肉’…..

好怀念一句 ’ 公…sit fan lo…..’(吃饭咯…) ….’ 公…yim han cha lo….’ 以后再也没的叫了…..

这张是我最后一次和公公的和照,也是我觉得公公笑的最美的一张照片,原来公公笑的时候他的脸上是有酒窝的…

原来我错过了...

Post that I copied from my cousin's blog because he wrote out my feelings.

刚刚完毕了公公的丧事...在这几天里,大家也累了,哭了哭过了,也不能再做些什么了,就让公公安心的离开吧...好想,好想公公的声音...今天看了公公最后的一脸,好害怕有一天的我会忘记掉公公的膜样,‘乓’棺木盖上了,永远的...

今天我才知道原来,公公会骂人的,公公生气的时候会说‘吊’的,我现在才知道,也没听过...公公这个人蛮有些固执的,有性格gua...公公吃苹果是用汤匙挖苹果肉吃的...公公按自己的花名叫‘老铁锤’...公公喜欢看手表的,连洗碗都带着手表...公公喜欢用707肥皂冲凉...公公去冲凉前一定换上他的白色背心,蓝色短裤去冲凉,出来后穿上同一件白色背心,蓝色短裤的...公公的宠物‘miao miao kucing' 也是公公按给它的名字...公公是在马来西亚出世的...

原来公公和婆婆是同一天,同一个月出世的,一个出生于马来西亚,一个出生于中国...是缘分让他们在一起?是缘分让我成为他的孙子?是缘分,对...好想知道公公以前的故事,有好多的原来,我现在才发觉到,为什么以前的我没发觉的?

公公,今天你搬新家了,以后的日子只有你一个人而已,我们再也没有机会和你庆祝你的生日,每一个大节日,每一年的新年,2009年是我们最后一次和你度过的新年,以后再也没有机会了...是缘分让我们成为一家人,希望我们可以有下一次的缘分,上天有它的安排,安排我们今生是一家人,相信下一次的缘分,我们也能成为一家人...能成为一家人,是一个很难的的机会,在人海茫茫之中,我们能在一起度过21次的新年,真的很难的...

Monday, February 2, 2009

My grandpa's funeral just settled down.

When we sent him to his 'new house', I felt quite sad because he needs to be there alone from now on. We are not besides him. We can't take care of his daily life. We can't spend our times with him by bring him goes to play.

I can't see him anymore when I go to my grandmom's house. I can't hear his voice, his laughing, his nagging and everything.

Where are you, ahgung? Do you enjoy your new life now? Can you adapt to the new life there?

I miss my grandpa.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

My grandfather was passed away yesterday.

He passed away with sickness. Why he needs to suffer? He was so nice when he still alive.

He loves to chatting with all his grandchildren.

He is a best grandfather to me.

I LOVE HIM very much.

I hope he has a brand new life in the heaven.

Ah Gung, rest in peace. I'll miss you always and love you forever.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Untitled

Chinese New Year supposed to be a happy festival, right?
But don't know why this year I didn't feel so happy like last time.
Maybe because my grandpa still in unconscious condition althought he had discharged from hospital and back to home.
Today, when I went to grandmom's house, I heard my granny said this evening grandpa looked quite suffer. I know granny was so worried about grandpa. She worried until didn't eat dinner.
My dad also worried for my grandpa. He stay at my granny's house today to take care of my grandpa even though he is sick now.
Please GOD, please give strength to my grandpa, granny and my dad. Give my grandpa power to live. Give power to my granny and my dad to take care of my grandpa.

*Gong, you must be tough, okay? I'll be here to pray for you. Don't worry ya.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year, my friends!

Ning Shing here to wish you guys have a Prosperous New Year!

My New Year's wishes are as below:
1. My parents stay healthy always.
2. My grandpa get well soon.
3. My sister and brothers earn more and more. Lolz...So that can give me more money. :P
4. My studies will become better.
5. My friends stay pretty and handsome always.

From outside view.

Inside the living room.

"FU" made by "Mei Hua"


New Year, New Hope, New Vision.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday was the last day we gathered before all go back to hometown for celebration of Chinese New Year. Yen San suggested that we don't want to sleep for the whole night.

So, we went to Sahur for supper at 10p.m. and chatted for 1 hour, I guessed.
Then later on Yen San suggested to play badminton. So, Hong Chiun, Yee On, Yen San & I went to play badminton behind Block E at 11 something. We played for few hours until 3 something in the morning. We were so crazy to play badminton and basketball in the midnight.

After some exercises, we stopped and sat down for some chit-chat. We chatted about our future, our studies and etc. We chatted until 4 something to 5a.m. and Yen San( the one who suggested not-to-sleep) was tired and sleepy. So we ended up our not-to-sleep's gathering.

Went back to room and took bath because we were so smelly after exercise. First time bath at 5 in the morning. The crazy thing never end. After bath, I told Yen San that my panda eyes were out and you know what? She invited me to do facial. Hahaha...we actually wanted to do it early one but can't find a suitable time. So we did it yesterday (supposed is today morning).

After facial session, Yen San lyed on her bed and I was watching The Gem of Life since I didn't feel sleepy yet. I fall asleep at 7a.m. and woke up at 8a.m. due to my stomach pain. Isshhh....

The whole day I was so so so tired and sleepy. At afternoon around 3p.m. today, Doreen and I took KTM back to Seremban and Doreen straight went back to Malacca after arrived Seremban. The KTM was so so so jam. I became sandwich and I can't breathe. What even worst is Doreen and I need to stand for 1 hour + because we don't have any seats. I wanna die.

The Seremban's streets all jammed and I arrived home at 7 something and slept for half hour.

The end of my day!

I Miss my friends in UM and YOU very much.



Love,
Ning Shing

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Reunion Dinner @ 16.01.2009

Date & Time : 16.01.2009 @ 1800
Venue : Seoul Garden, Kerinchi
Attendent : Yen Nee, Yen San, Yeong Siang, Doreen, Ning Shing, Hong Chiun, Kar Hooi and Seng Lim.
Theme: Black & White

We 8 peoples have our reunion dinner before Chinese New Year has come. We arrived at Kerinchi station around 7pm. Below is those pictures we took. Let's the picture do some talking.

In the beginning,
we throw all things inside because we were too hungry.



Dear Yen Nee & I
Doreen & Kar Hooi.
A small family from a big family. Lolz.
Yeong Siang & Kar Hooi.
Doreen was shocked when Seng Lim wanna hug her. Hahah
The "drama" started.
Doreen as Hong Chiun's wife and Yen Nee as Hong Chiun's girlfriend and I don't know what is Yen San's character.Lolz..
All of them get shocked.
The Chemistry's group pictures.
Oh!!! Kar Hooi, what happened to your hand? :P
My hair !!!! Naughty Seng Lim & Yeong Siang
A happy family.

The BLACK's group.
The WHITE's group.

Yen San (My Lovely Roommate) & I.

Hong Chiun, Doreen, Ning Shing and Yen Nee.


The Girls.


Hugged by Doreen.:=)
Cuteeee.
Hong Chiun & Dear.
Yen San, Yeong Siang and Kar Hooi.
Yummy!
Yen San & Yeong Siang.
Kar Hooi & Seng Lim.
Hong Chiun & Doreen


The end,


And our Group Picture. We are a HAPPY FAMILY.

Almost 10.30pm, we leave and planned to back to college. Doreen suggested to go to KLCC but due to time factor, she changed her plan to take the LRT from Kerinchi station until the last station(Kelana Jaya Station). We all agreed with her because we all were crazy! But when reached University Station, Yeong Siang and Yen San said wanted to go back to college. 5 of us still struggling want to go back or not. And finally, Yen Nee & I ran out from the LRT and followed by Hong Chiun and Kar Hooi. Who is missing??? Oh ya...our funny queen, Doreen was still inside the LRT because when she wanna run out, the door was closed. But luckily, Kar Hooi, the "Hero" used his hand to block the door from closing and opened up the door. And of course Doreen was saved by him. Lolz...
Our craziest things haven't finished yet. We walked back to college from Station University because we thought don't have RapidKL anymore. We used half an hour to walk back. Seriously, I don't think is far when we walked together with friends and at night. If walk alone and at afternoon, I think I'll faint. Along the way back to college, we sang, we chatted. It's really fun.
After arrived college, we didn't back to our room immediately but we went to the basketball court behind guy's block to play "Truth or Dare" at 12 in the midnight. Are we crazy? Yes! I think we are. We total 7 persons played this game. We played until 1am and Yeong Siang and Kar Hooi wanted to sleep, so they leave. But 5 of us that is Ning Shing, Yen Nee, Yen San, Doreen and the only guy Hong Chiun still at there chit-chat. We talked alot of things. We shared our experience but mostly the story teller was Hong Chiun. We chatted until 2 something in the morning.
I was so so so so happy to have this sweet+crazy moment with them. They bring alot of joys to me. I love them very very much seriously. It's from my deep heart. Muaaaaahhhhssssss

Lots of love,
Ning Shing