Old Friends Gathering

Gathering with Mei Yen & Hwei Nee just now.
I really miss them alot since we didn't meet each other for quite a long time.
Today we can used to chat anything about our life in these few months.
I do enjoy the gathering.
We went to steamboat at Lobak. I'm sure alot of people know where am I talking about!
We ate from 6p.m. to 9p.m. . I think quite lousy man! Lolz...
But at least we can chatted during steamboat-ing.
Mei Yen brought her sister and brother along.
I guessed her brother was terribly boring because all of us are girls.
I love this kind of gathering very much. Waiting for the next gathering!!!*can't wait for that day coming!!!*:)
This gathering also counted as celebrate Hwei Nee's so so belated birthday!Wahahaha....:)

What are you doing, Mei Yen?

Mei Yen's brother and the only guy!

Hwei Nee was busying BBQ her chicken.

Mei Yen's sister.

Hwei Nee & Mei Yen.

She was telling us how it taste just like HoChak! Ah Yoon!Lolz.

Yummy!Ho CHak!

Crab-ing.

Myself after home.

The taste of waiting for love....

"爱情就像TIRAMISU也许要发现，当温度在里时间太久味道也会叛变
爱情就像TIRAMISU苦辣甜之间，让交错让滋味想能够让人回味一天
爱情就像TIRAMISU美丽却危险，是它的柔润不能碰到随便蔓延
爱情就像TIRAMISU味道会改变，闭上眼去感觉容易被发现"
TIRAMISU这首歌写出很多人的爱情观，带点电子乐的迷幻， 又带点摇滚乐的叛逆。

Love is just horrible than a horror movie, but the most popular movie is horror movie.
No matter how horror, we still use to wait for the love's taste.
Because of the forgetful, when sweet moment come across, we are unable to remember the previous hurts.
It's just like a legend, hope you'll find your own TIRAMISU.

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NOWADAYS.

Probably influenced by Wye Lyng!!!Lolz...

A.P.P.R.E.C.I.A.T.E

Appreciate to those who hurted me before, because you trained my mind ;

Appreciate to those who cheated me before, because you advanced my knowledge ;

Appreciate to those who forsook me before, because you taught me to be independent ;

Appreciate to those who tripped me before, because you stonger my ability ;

Appreciate to those who rebuked me before, because you grew up my wisdom ;

Appreciate to those who looked down on me before, because you woke up my self-esteem ;

Thank you my parents who give me my life and unselfish loves ;

Thank you my teachers who give me the knowledge and the eyes to see through the world ;

Thank you my friends who give me friendships and supports ;

Thank you Mr. Prefect who give me trustworthy and the chances to show my ability ;

Thank you all the people around me who give me the chances to communicate to you! It's the happiest times!

Thank you life for giving me all, although not prefect and peaceful ;

Thank you my loves one and those who love me, you make my life not alone ;

Thank you my enemies, you make me know myself better and see through people's heart ;

Thank you YOU, no matter how far, you also will warm me up by a hug in the winter ;

Thank you cares, my life become fulfilled and cool ;

Thank you for everything!

Thank you all my friends who around me, I pray for you, pray really hard for you! To accompany you to walk through all the days...

Once you have the heart to appreciate, there will be no more suffer and complains in your life!

Miracles

There is still got alot of miracles happen in this world.

In the Sichuan earthquake, from the day happened until now, it's already 8 days. But those rescuers still manage to save those victims from the danger.

One of the latest survivor is a guy who just pulled from the rubble after 170 hours. He still can survive after so many days. It is a miracle and this showed that the China Man's spirit to live is strong enough.

Another is a baby who survived in her mother breast although the mother was dead. The baby was still sucking the milk from the mother when the rescuers saved the baby. It's so unbelieveable but this is a miracle too.

But more suprisingly is, there is a gal who stuck inside and those rescuers can't entered and save her life. So, they requested her to cut off her own leg which already dead. Oh my Godness! She really did it for save her own life. This need alot of courages to do so. For save her life, she forced to do this. I should salute to her for her bravo!

Unfortunately, there also increment of killed and injured. The number of killed has exceeded to 40,075, with more than 25,000 people still missing. It's quite sad to hear that.

Mixture of moods,

Earthquake in Malaysia?

Yesterday another earthquake had happened in Sumatera Utara, Indonesia at 10.26p.m. .

You know what, yesterday about 10.30p.m., our house also felt about earthquake.

Oh Gosh! It's really scary.

My family and I were in the living room and watched tv, but suddenly all of our chairs and sofas were shaking.

I thought is my mom shaked my chair, my sis thought my dad shaked her sofa and my dad thought one of us shaked his chair.

But after the small earthquake was finished, we only realised that is earthquake.

Then my sister ran out the house and those people who stay opposite us also came out.

It's really scary but this is a good experience for me to feel how the earthquake is.

And this make me realised how dangerous and scary the earthquake is.

Thomas Cup 2008

The Final of Thomas Cup 2008 is between China and Korea.

It is a great competition. The Korea players were so impressive! I couldn't imagine that Korean also can played so well. They did a good job although they were lost especially the 2nd Single man, Lee Hyun Il. He is great. Other than him, there is a youngest player, Lee Yong Dae who is just 20 years old this year. He did played well also and he is cute. I totally falling in love to him.Lolz... He made me wish that I could have a sportman boyfriend too. I can watch "my sportman boyfriend"'s every competitions and just support him. It's really cool. But that is just my dream :(.

Lee Yong-Dae (he is cute, am I right?)

Lee Yong-Dae and his partner, Jung Jae-sung

And let's say about China players.

Lin Dan, he just played a terrified sucks games in this final. He didn't do so well as he is BWF Ranking #1. I wonder how he could become #1 in the world. All his fallen post were just fake and too much. Does he need to fell down so many times? I was pity for Park Sung Hwan who is a really excellent player.

Lin Dan

Park Sung-Hwan

Bao Chun Lai was Vs Lee Hyun Il. I thought Lee Hyun Il will be win for this games but the result was not like this. I guessed he has no confidence to compete somemore once he lost in the 1st game. As the result, he lost for the 2nd game too.

Bao Chun Lai
Lee Hyun-Il (looks cool right?)

Well, congrates to China players who won 3-1 in Thomas Cup 2008 held in Jakarta, Indonesia. The 2008 Thomas Cup Champion is China and this is the triplet for them!

There is the end of Thomas Cup 2008. Let's us wait for the year 2010 Thomas Cup which probably be held in Malaysia!

Attention Please!

Attention please, minna sama (means everyone)! I finally finished this Japanese drama in a day. I finally made it. And I could learned some Japanese in this drama too!

This drama is story about a girl, Misaki Youko who wants to become a cabin attendant.

In this drama, she taught me alots. Her instructor, Mikami is really amazing. She gave alots of advices to Misaki. She asked her not to give up easily. And yes, she did it. With her hardwork, she finally become a cabin attendant. Besides, in the drama, there is story about friendship. At first few of them just hate Misaki but with the efforts Misaki had put on, all of them just became a good friend. And with the friendship, they helping each other on their weakness.

The cabin attendant really impressed me alot. They make me feel like want to become a part of them also but unfortunately, I have no the qualifications to make it. How poor is it!:(....

To become a cabin attendant is not that easy though. They have to undergo alot of strictly training before they really become a cabin attendant. It's really torturing.

Besides, the engineers of aircrafts are also a very important part in a airlines company.

They need to check the aircraft properly even a small hole before the aircraft can be flight. If there is a small small mistake, the result would be a few hundreds lives just gone. So, their responsibilites are really big. They are the one who give us a safe and pleasant flight beside pilots.

The drama taught us not to give up easily and must be serious in whatever and whenever you do something. All the efforts you put on will give a result when come to the end.

The class of Instructor Mikami.(Their uniform just too cool, right?)

Omg...I love her hair style very much! It's cool!

Arigatou Gozaimasta minna sama!:) Good night!

Sichuan, China 7.8 Earthquake on 12/5/2008.

Today, Astro is showing a charity show which is live from Hong Kong. All these charity gains will be giving to the Sichuan earthquake's victims.

I feel upset about it. It's really sad to see all those people who searched for their families with hopes. They don't give up to search for them until they found their corpse. I feel condolence to those people. I'm really symphathy for them. My heart was bleeding for them and my tears are rolled in my eyes.

According to someone, there is a man who is the only one safe between his family, whenever people asked him about the Earthquake, he just said "my wife was dead, my daughter was dead and my son was dead." There is 8 members in his family including him but he was the only one who survived. It's really can't be acceptable by him. I knew his heart was totally bleeding. All his loves one just gone without any expectation.

Family of a victim. She just found his corpse.

There is many houses which also damaged after the Earthquake. Most of the city just gone like this. It can be said as Dead City. Some of the schools and hospitals even damaged. That's why some of the people can't get the medical treatment as fast as possible. The transportation and communications also the main factors of delaying the medical treatment for those victims. There is also lack of foods, waters and electricity. This will cause those survivors to be die also if still have not enough for them. They really need it very much.

One of the survivors.

Until today, there is over 20 thousands of people dead of this Earthquake and 100 thousands who injured. That's why they need our helps alots. But we are too far and I feel that I'm too small for them. I can't even do anything to help them. I just can pray for them, pray for those who still survive. Be strong guys, there sure will be rescuers come and rescue you all from that. I'm here to pray for you guys.

The rescuers trying their very best to search for survivors.

Survivor found by rescuers.

For those kids, they are most innocent. Most of them just became an orphan in just a short period. They don't know anything but they had to suffered all these stuffs. I feel that I'm more and more lucky if compared with them. At least I still got the chance to stay with my family and friends. This taught me that I need to appreciate what I have now. But for them, they have lost everything because of this Earthquake. I'm really feel pity for them.

Come on guys, let's pray hard for them. Just take a minute to pray for them. Pray that everything is going to be fine soon. Pray for those victims who haven't found yet, pray for them to be survive. What we can do now is pray. God will be listening to our pray and helps them.

May God bless the victims of Sichuan Earthquake!

Love Is Hard to Have?

Love is it hard to get?

One of my friend has faced this problem nowadays.
He loves a girl for over 4 years, I guessed.
But he didn't has the courage to confess to the girl.
4 years is not a short period though, but he still loves her.
I don't know what to say about him. Stupid? Chicken-hearted? Or faithful...?

I taught him how to confess to the girl but he kept telling me that he don't know how to do.
He told me that he has ready but he couldn't take any action right now.
He saved a confess message in his phone inbox but he didn't send it. He even typed the confess message in Chinese (he don't know Chinese one).
I just keep telling him that if he don't want to take any action right now, later he will going to regret for not doing so.
But I guess he still got abit worried if that girl rejects him. He said he can't accept the reality if she rejects him. Lolz... I said you think too much.

So, love is it hard to have? (I am wondering.)
But I have an idea for you guys out there.
Once if you like/love a person, confess or do something. Don't let you feel regret of this after that. Love is hard to find, I know. And confess is the hardest thing for us, girls to do so.
Well, what I want to say is don't feel regret in your life once. Never ever try to feel regret! DO what can you do and maybe you'll get what a result you want to.

Do.You.Love.Someone.Who.Will.Not.Be.With.You.Forever?

Do you ever had an experience before that you love someone that you know you'll not be hers/his forever?
Isn't it a very pity thing?

Since the day you love her/him, you know it.
You know you both won't be together.
But what make you love her/him so much, so deep? (Do love countable? I have no idea.)
You know you will not be with her/him but you still love her/him?
This is a stupid action and if you hurt, nobody will pity for you.
Yourself want to hurt yourself.
No matter how hard you try, you confess, she/he will also not appreciate your love.
Your obstinate-ness will just let her/him hate you.
Is this what you want to see?

Do you need to become like this because of a person who don't really worth you to love?
You are no need to do so.
You are no need to sacrifice for those who don't appreciate you.

One day, I know there will be someone knows how to appeciate your love for her/him.
The someone will not let you get hurt and will not hate you.
The someone loves you from her/his truly deep heart.
The someone will loves you more than you love her/him.
The someone will place you as FIRST in her/his heart.

So, why do you still love the one who don't appreciate you?
Just forget her/him and wait for the someone, Mrs/Mr. Right come and loves you, cares you!
Once you found your Mrs/Mr. Right , you will be very grateful to the one who don't appreciate you.

Love is patient, love is kind

It does not envy

Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude

It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered

It keeps no record of wrongdoing

It does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth

It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves

There is nothing love cannot face

There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance

In a word, there are three things that last forever:Faith, hope, and love

But the greatest of them all is love

Happy Mother's Day & Congrates to My 100th Blog:)

Happy Mother's Day! Every year we whole family will celebrate Mother's Day at outside but this year we didn't. My dad wants to to make steamboat at home because my mom can't eat outside foods. Just had surgery few months ago. So I'm here to wish whole world Mommy Happy Mother's Day! And I hope my mom will healthy and happy always. :)

And yes, this is my 100th blog. After 9 months, my 100th blog is here. Thanks for all my friends who support my blog, who leave their comments here. I'm very appreciate them. Thanks very much. If my words do hurt anyone, I'm here to say sorry to you. I'm sorry, hope you all don't mind. I will keep updating my blog because I love to blog. Blog is another way for me to release my stress, my dissatisfied and my unhappy.

Congratulation to your very 100th blog!:)

100 times Sorries...

http://www.game2p.com/story/love2.htm

You should click here and read. For those who can't read chinese, let me tell you abit about this article.

This is a story about a couple. The guy love the gal so much. He is willing to say sorry to his girlfriend(he didn't say sorry to anyone before) rather than let her know about his sickness. He kept his sickness as a secret until the day he died. Everytime he made her angry, he will just say sorry and didn't explain the reasons. Nevertheless, he will captured his photo and wrote caption behind the photo once he made his girlfriend angry as a memory. One day, his girlfriend was very angry and dumped him because she thought he is not changing his weakness. (the gal very cruel right? She don't know the real reason, that's why?)

Until the 100th photos, he died. The 10oth sorry's reason was because he left her alone after this and do not give her happiness. I love you.

It's quite touching but I didn't cry. But I was wondering is the world still have this type of boyfriend? A boyfriend who rather cheat you for a good reason but also don't want you to feel sad for him. I was wondering.And I personally thoughts that this story taught us how to appreciate those things we have now and it's too late if we lost them.

" 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

F**king Ridiculous!!!

I freaking angry today. My sister brought her best friend to our home because her family are not around. So she wants to stay overnight in our house for 1 day. Okay....(I hate people to come my house and sleep my bed actually):(....I have to sleep where tonight?

First she came, she wanted to use our washing machine to wash ALL (one week clothes I think) her clothes. It's okay for her to use but what more ridiculous is she let it washs but she went out to sing KARAOKE with my sister and their friends. And she just leave the clothes like this. I actually don't care she leave it but I hate when my parents asked me to help her to hang up all her clothes since my brothers are coming back and there will have alots of clothes to wash. F**k!!!! Why do I need to hang up her clothes and her panties and bras? I'm not your maid(maid also get her pay but I don't have)! She was going to enjoy her life but I have to hang up her clothes? What a ridiculous thingy!!! A host hung up the guest's clothes? My heart was bursting while I hanging her clothes.

That's why I hate people come to my house to stay overnight. Especially not my friends!! I hate it!

Past. Present. Future.

My life is meaningless nowadays. I have nothing to do instead of sleep, eat, online and update my blog. There is a lot of times for me to think everything about my past, present and future.

In my past, I did alot of mistakes. I hurted my friends and my family. I hurted them through words and actions. I didn't even know how to appreciate whatever my friends and family did for me. I am regretting about all of it. Other than regret, I also feel sorry to those who I'd hurted before. Forgive my childish-ness and selfishness. Because of my immatured, I lost many things. I lost my friends, my happiness and my smiles. I became emo and self-centred. I really feel depressed on that time. I need people to talk to but I couldn't found. I don't know who can I trust anymore. I totally lost in the past

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Present me, I do like to change my emo and self-centred but I can't manage to do so. I became more and more emotional. Even a little small thing. After my emo-ness, I just regretted why am I so emo? For example, I hurted my mom and after that I felt so regret. But I didn't apologize to her. I know she was very sad when I hurted her. I am sorry, Mom. I know I'm too emo. I will try my very best to change. I will try to control my EQ. I won't let it happened again. I promise! I really promise.

Future me, I don't know about my future but I loved to dream about my future. I dreamed I own a big International Company, got few sports car, live in a big and nice house with my beloved family forever, stay healthy, success in my career and life. This is my dream and I wish it will come true one day. But I know it will not come true easily. It needs my hardwork to achieve them. I hope will achieve at least one of my wishes from the list. Not greedy right?lolz.. And I really hope the future me won't be so emotional and self-centred again. The most important is will not hurt anyone again in my future.

"If you always do what you always did, then you'll always get what you always got."If we didn't change how we do things, think and act, we will never grow.

I totally agree and I will do what I promise to do. I will change! I WILL! :-)

Killing Me Softly With His Song by Roberta Flack

Strumming my pain with his fingers
singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him
and listen for a while
And there he was this young boy
stranger to my eyes

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letters
and read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish
but he just kept right on

Strumming my pain with his fingers
singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song


The melody of this song is nice and romantic. I love it very much nowadays although it is an oldies. Oldies is always good!!!

Crazy Me

Today I woke up at 7.30 a.m. by Miss Low. This was the most earliest I woke up since 5 months ago.
The Miss Low requested me to company her to Institut Raja Melewar to change her interview time. So at first I don't want to go but she kept asking me to go, so...okay! I accompanied her since I am a kind person.(lolz...)
It's okay to accompany her there but what is the most terrible is I waited her for 4 hours there. Omg!!!Poor me! I was going to die because of bored. I wasted my 4 hours sat at there and did nothing. Crazy me! And what! I ate nothing before go and my stomach kept drumming. Arg....I was very hungry man!!Lolz....what are you going to repay my kindness, Miss Low??? Did you see this?haha....
At 12 in the afternoon, she was finished and she went to my house to online and print out her stuff for another interview at Bangi. Wish you good luck, Miss Low.
I feel sleepy now. I want to be a pig now. Stop here. Goodnight. Lolz...

Tagged By Xin Hui

First Name:


Last Name:


Birthday:


Favourite colour:
black & white always my fav

Favourite animal:
I hate animals seriously.

Favourite subject:
Maths or Chem? Or both? No idea.

Favourite country:
France

Favourite place of vacation:
Paris... I love the Eiffel Tower.

Favourite ice-cream flavour:
Definitely not strawberry.

Favourite tv series:
too many to list out.

Favourite sport:
I heart all sports but not talented for all.

What...
- were you doing at this time last week?online-d I think.

- are you planning to do next?sleep...because today woke up by Miss Low. at 7.30a.m.

- is it that you wished you had?
Alot of $$$$$...I'm a realistic person.

- animal are you most afraid of?All the animals included birds. Too chicken-hearted right?

- are you most afraid of in your life?
To fail in my life and lose my beloved family.

- is the most embarrassing thing so far in your life?
Erm....I can't remember since nowadays I don't did any embarrasing thing.

- is it that you have always wanted to do but didn't have the chance?Hmm...travel to overseas and visit all the countries I would like to visit.

If you were given the chance to do anything right now, what would you do?(regardless how long it takes or how expensive it is):Spend my holiday with all the interesting activites like travel, shopping and so on.

Emo

I am emo these days. Don't know why. Can't help it. Full of anger in my heart. I want to dump all the anger away. I hate these. But how?

Eyes of anger, dissatisfied, revenge.....