Alive!

Hello my little bloggie!!! I'm so sorry for abandon you for such a long time. So your owner me trying to make you alive again. =)

The semester is going to step into the 8th week and for the past 7 weeks, there had alots of things happened. Ups and downs, happy and sad, enjoyed and suffered.... All happened!

But, luckily all passed! And recently I felt quite funny with those people who same lab class with me. You kow who you are ya! They angry us because lose to us to grab the apparatus! Omg! It's really freaking funny and non-sense. And beginning of that day, they just like ignored us! But what I felt unhappy is the way they treated my roommate. I don't know is it I'm too sensitive or they really do like this. They actually were one group of best friends and will go anywhere together. But this semester, they treated her like not a best friend anymore and didn't invite her go along anywhere but asked the other gal who not really closed with them to go. This make my roommate felt sad. Why they so 'kiasu'? So scare of people to win them and treat their best friend like this. I so hate them! By the way, after next year May, I think I will not meet them anymore since they are such coward!

Well, I don't want to talk about them anymore and waiting for our group next trip to Penang! Sapoh roommate, don't worry. They don't made you as best friend, nevermind! I will make you to be mine! Let's enjoy our trip fully! Don't bother them although I know you will not!=)

Okay...I write till here first. Out of mind what to write! Bye!

The End

Finally, my Industrial Training was coming to the end. This was the time I wished it to come faster but now, I was a bit upset because I had a great time with my colleagues this 2 months.

Although 2 months doesn't seems long but also not a short period. Our friendship is built! I very happy to know them in TQCC.

I would like to thank everyone who helped me alots in TQCC, taught me so many things that I couldn't learn in University. I also want to thank Nurul & Siti, my good friends in TQCC. They treat me very very nice. I'm very glad that I can knew them. Both of them are nice and sweet girls. Besides, I want to thank KLK's Group for giving me this chance to training here and had a great experience.

Today, everyone was asking me whether I will working at TQCC again after graduate? I also don't know how to answer them but hopefully, I also want to go back there because the place is near my house and the most important is, the people there are really nice and friendly. I'm not regret chosen this place as my training place.

Although you guys can't see my this post, but I just want to tell here I very happy to know you guys! Nice to meet you everyone in TQCC! This post is specially dedicated to you all. Hope you all are happy and take care. All the best people!

Friendship Forever!

I am so lazy to update blog these few days because I'm very very tired!

So until now, I just want to update about my last weekend's activities.

Last Saturday, once I finished work, I straight took KTM back to Seremban and met my bunch of besties. We were going to Malacca for 2 days 1 night. Yeah! Finally we made it!

In overall, I love this trip very much. The were many reasons and one of it was finally our first trip is done since we knew each other many years ago. They brought alot of laughters, happiness and joys to my life especially the FOUR GILRS! I really love them alots because they will always by my side whenever I need them, I need someone to talk to. They are really a nice friend of mine. We shared happiness, sadness, secrets and etc. Four of us knew each other almost for 10 years already. It's unbelieveable. I believe we are BEST FRIENDS FOREVER, will us?

In the trip, we ate, we shopped, we camwhored, and we joked around. And we met someone new! You know who you are! Lolz.... I wish you both stay happily together!=)

Although the trip was so short of time and tired, but it's worth because we are even step more closer to each other. I do really enjoy this trip, so how you guys think?

I'll plan another trip for us to enjoy and share hapiness again! I really love to travel with best friends and my beloved!

xoxo
Ning Shing

Surprise!

This post is specially dedicated to a bunch of my besties of secondary school - Mei Yen, Soon Chee, Felix Siow, Jason and the one who 'leave aeroplane' - Hwei Nee for the surprise celebration of my birthday!

Thank you my friends!! I really appreciate it alot. I can feel lotz of ♥ from you guys. I ♥ you all much much!!!

And I can't wait for next week's trip. I want to enjoy with you guys.

I really feel that I am a lucky girl which has a lotz of besties beside me. I thought once we separate from secondary school, then we might not contact anymore. But luckily, they are still there with me. No change of friendship. I love this kind of feelings. We must friendship forever till no end!

I ♥ you guys. Muackssssssssss

I really felt surprise just now. Thank you very much!

Happy 22nd Birthday!

It's my birthday today!

Thank you for all my friends who has sent their wishes through messages and facebook. I am so happy. And thanks my colleague, Siti who has wished me just now.

I'm 22nd years old and I am getting older and older. I just can't believe that I've passed my 22 years of life.

Here I am going to thanks my parents for their pampered loves and cares. Thank you for everything you both had done for me. Thanks my siblings for take care of me and fetch me to everywhere I want and of course sent me to work everyday. Thank you so much.

Chinese festival, Duan Wu Jie and, my dad's chinese's birthday also fall on today. It's such a coincidence. Happy birthday to my dad and also Happy Duan Wu Jie to everyone out there.

My birthday wishes are:

Hope my parents and siblings stay healthy and happy always.

Hope my studies will go smooth until I'm graduate.

Hope my bf and besties will happy always.

I am so greedy, do I?*hehehe*

But what to do. All of them are the most important parts in my life. Of course I want them stay healthy and happily always.

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to myself!

Updates!

Today was the first time I managed to online since 8.30a.m. at the office till office hour end. Nothing to do but just facebook-ing and check out people's pictures and blogs. I was so boring till the max.

But finally I found a thing to do and that is to update my so-dead-blog. It's been ages since last update. Okay...let's start to update my last week's happenings.

Some of my besties said to me that they were not coming back to PJ last week. But but but, I could met them in my house after back from work. Why? This is because my bf and them already planned to give me a surprise-early-birthday-celebration. I was so touched yet happy. This was the first year I had my birthday celebration with bunch of besties and bf together in my uni's life. I love them to the max!

But, unfortunately, they failed to give me the surprise they planned to at first. Nevermind, who cares? As long as all of you were here with me. *happy happy*

Then the night we went to One Utama for dinner and Tropicana for movie. The day was fulled with joys and laughters.

The next day my bf and I went to the Curve for our next celebration. Although in the meantime we argued but it's okay after we had our nice yummy dinner.*yum yum*. I really thanks my bf for what he done for me and sorry for my capricious, my bad attitude. I love you much!

And yesterday, my bf and I applied for leave to register our next semester course and of course, dating for the last day of the week.

I am so so happy to have bunch of besties around me and my bf beside me all the time when I need them no matter when I was on the up or the down of my life. Beside my family, all of you are the most important person in my life forever. Thanks my beloved friends and bf! Muacksssssssssssss

I got to go because it's almost reach my time to go back home. Bye!=P

Intern's Life

So fast I going to end my 2nd week of intership. I think this week so far is quite okay compared to last week. This week I had learnt more and did more experiments which I didn't do it for last week. At least I no need to sit in the office and just do my readings. It's really boring. This week I was in the Palm Oil & Effluent's section. Basically those testing parameter I had learnt in lecture before but just in theory and not practical. So, from this intern, I'm able to apply the theory I learned in uni. The lab assistant there were quite friendly compared to the Latex's section. They are willing to teach me step by step. This make me more understood how this experiment is conducted and so I enable to do it myself independently. In this section, I can learn alots. I still have most probably 4 weeks in this section and I hope I can gain more knowledge which I cannot get it from lecture. So, good luck to myself and also my lovely friends at MPOB. You guys know who you are. All the best ya. =)

3 days of work!

After 3 days, my Industrial Training just have ONE word to describe - BORING!

Until now, I haven't start any experiment yet but I just like an office girl to sit inside aircond room and read articles. It was superb boring until I fell asleep and didn't realize my boss was standing beside. But luckily, he didn't notice that I was sleeping. ^^

Those people there majority is Chinese and Indian and minority of course, is Malays. I guessed there is a lot of competition to work there as a permanent staff because in this company, there is total 8 chemists and 7 of them are chinese. I also met my big boss and QA manager. Both of them quite nice but my colleagues seems not very like them. Maybe they have their own reasons since they worked with both of them for quite a long period.

As heard from one of my colleague, if work at there for permanent, there is a mininum 5 months of bonus and alots of leave provided. It's attractive! I wish to go back to this company after I graduate but my boss said he does not want any girls more and want sent me to Kalimantan. Swt....

I stopped my update here and overall, I don't like to work without doing anything instead of just sitting and read! Please give me something to do and I need to pass up my report!!!!!

Suffer of one another one.

Finally my 2nd year 2nd semester is overed!

And now, my 2nd year special semester is coming.

I'm so so so stress and scare about my industrial training.

I am just alone over the new environment and there is no one I can trust like my closest friends. I have no one can rely on and everything need to depend on myself. I have no more besties beside me whenever I need them. Whatever I will do at there also need to be alone.

This is my really first time to work alone in an adult's society. Although said I had an experience to work 1 month as a computer teacher before, but, my besty-Wye Lyng was accompany me there almost all the time. That's why I felt so comfortable and won't so stress like now.

I think everyone also need to grow up and so do I. I chatted with my friend just now and he told me nothing to be scare. You need to fall down and criticize by people, then you just will grow up. I understand but I just can't accept it right now.

Suddenly feel so helpless and depressed! Am I so useless? Am I a dependent people? I think I need to do a well preparation on my mentality before start my training next Monday.

I really hope everything will be fine there and hope my training will be smooth with joys.

最熟悉的陌生人

爱情就像舞会

教会你最初舞步的

未必能陪你走到散场

爱情就像听音乐

遇到好听的

就会陶醉其中

单曲重播

一秒都不想停下来

而如今只能随机播放

等待下一首能让我心动的旋律

等待

记得我曾对他说

等你是幸福的事

可是有时候

无结局的等待让人心碎

这世界上最累的事

莫过于眼睁睁看自己的心碎了

还得自己动手把它粘回原形

我不等了

因为我学会了放手

放手。。你很伤心地对我说

我不爱你了

可是。。。

你不知道

让你飞翔

是我爱你的方式

我的眼泪

落在你看不到的角落

于是

我们的距离

就像一起看日落的影子

拉长了。。。。

曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影

走了很久才发现

原来我还走不出这黑暗的迷宫

偶尔触碰到伤口

偶尔也会小声哭泣

我选择逃避

用尽美丽的童话来掩盖丑恶的谎言

我催眠自己

因为我受不起伤害

我活在过去

因为现实生活中

你已离我而去

你送我的礼物

我都舍不得扔

你给我的回忆

我都藏在心里

偶尔拿出来重温

很无聊的

你的照片存了又删除

删了又存回去

很自私的

每一天都要你在我的脑海里跑一趟

也很愚蠢的

每一天都在你看不到的角落关心你

对你，其实我还在意

我们可以重来吗？

可以回到过去吗？

可是我很清楚

我们的生命线再不会遇到交叉点了

两条不碰面的平行线

只能隔着远方看你

终究

我们成了彼此的路人甲

分手后不可做朋友

因为彼此伤害过

不可以做敌人

因为彼此深爱过

所以我们就成为了最熟悉的陌生人

想念你的我

希望你是幸福的

p/s: Adapted from a video in facebook!