Review Resolution 2012

     Let's see what  I've done for my resolution 2012:

1. Learn up as much as things in my career. Don't keep wait for the senior to ask me to do. (In progress)
2. Decrease my weight to the limit I've set since this morning I weighed, omg, I'm over limit! (Failed)
3. No shopping anymore in the first half year of 2012. (because I spent a lots in buying unnecessary things.:( ) ( Done)
4. Must restart my exercise again! Twice a week if didn't go for outstation. (Half Done, Half Failed)
5. Must do savings. (Failed)
6. Must learn to do some investment.  (Done)
7. Must learn to love and care everyone in my life.   (In Progress)
8. If found my true love, must appreciate him. Not to repeat my mistakes again.    (In progress)
9. Learn to control my emotions, my tempered. Do not easily get angry.     (In progress)
10. Must do some charity works and keep update with my sponsored kid   (Failed)

So for my resolution 2013, apart from my pending resolution last year, I think it should add in some new resolution for me to achieve:

1. To set a target for my monthly saving. 
2. Travel and gain experience from the trip.
3. Have a healthy life (fruits, exercises & sleep early)

I think it is enough for me to achieve for this year 2013. Hopefully I can do it one by one.

Happy New Year Guys!

  

Eternity Love?

I really wonder in this world, is there any eternity love exist? I'm very doubt about it although I really wish it does.
Sometimes reality is just very cruel until that we forced to accept it. No matter you like it or not.
Does an answer for the question you've popped out to us really a matter to you?
I don't think so because the answer we give is not important anymore.
This incident just make me feel very disappointed on you as I'm very respect you all the while. But all these just spoil by you because of this incident.
I wonder how can you change yourself in just a short period?
I don't know what is happening but I just can't imagine that this word will spoke by you.
All of us just can't accept what you've done to us. We knew that maybe you need it and we also knew we can't give you much, but at least before this, we living in a happy life.
I don't know how it will change after tomorrow. I hope it will remaining the same and you will listen to us. Please don't be childish anymore since you are not young anymore. Be mature and think for us.

An emotional me..................and I really need someone to talk with but I can't.

Moody

I'm feel so superb boring and tired!!!! Came back from outstation this morning and feel like sick!

Not much mood to do everything. I need you by my side, baby. 

Next week going to outstation again but luckily I can meet him next week too! I can't wait to see you baby!!!!

Today have very strong feeling on missing you. But also the superb down mood of me. 

Insomnia these two days in hotel with no reason. Feeling dizzy and tired but can't get fall sleep. Arghhh... My brain like gonna burst soon.

Tomorrow going to Malacca with my girls of Form 6. Been such a long time never meet up with them. Tomorrow will be a good day I guess! 

Good night peeps!

The worst period of mine.

It's been a long time since I've updated my blog. Today I'm really feel want to write something to express my feelings.

This week I feel so awful. The world seems like against with me. What I did also is a false.

I really myself very useless. I am a big loser in everything such as career and relationship with all the human being. Today, I am totally lose. I'm crying while working time. I don't know since when I become so weak. This is not me at all. I shouldn't be like this. But too much pressure and stresses on my shoulder, I feel like can't breathe at all.

For now, everyday morning, I feel like I am going to hell. It's torturing me because of you idiot. Did I offend you before? I didn't but you once and once again kept finding problem with me. I wanted to work peacefully with you, but you are the one who destroyed it. I really feel want to quit this hell forever. I'm so suffer. My sweetest friend told me not to do such decision at this moment because now I'm in the negative side. Every single decision I'll make sure will regret later. Yes I am totally agree with her but my patient limit has reached the maximum. No one can help me. And I will not get help from anyone because I can't be such a loser。

I really need a long holiday and be alone for this moment. God, please pray for me. Pray for me so that I can pass through this toughest time.I hope so.....

Restoran Yu Ai

Last Saturday, Annie and I went for food hunting again.

I found a seafood curry mee introduced by one of my friends!

So we decided to have a try since both of us love delicious foods so much!

There are two shops and the main branch is located at Segambut while there is a branch in SS2 where it is more nearer to us. So we chose to go for SS2 one. The exact address is No. 58, Jalan SS2/10, 47300 PJ.

The menu!

The shop!

The must-order-drink : Soya Cincau ! Yummy!

The Curry Seafood Mee! The curry is so thick and yummylicious!

My favourite Tom Yam Seafood Mee. Abit salty I felt.

The chilies.

Can you see how big the seafood is? The seafoods are fresh and sweet. The bowl of mee contains prawns, lala, fish, sotong, and the mussels. Oh my godness!!! I'm hungry while typing this.

Can you see how enjoy was her? :)

Ta ta!!!! Here is the result! They will providing an empty bowl for you to throw all your rubbish. LOL

Well, let's guess how much is a bowl of this mee cost?

One bowl of this mee cost RM17 for small and RM19 for large. Expensive huh? But it's okay...as long as it delicious and worth it. But after this meal, I have to save for few months. :(

The end! :)

Whitney Houston - Greatest Love Of All

"Greatest Love Of All"

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

[Chorus:]
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

[Chorus]

And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

Outings!

Monday was Chap Goh Mei!!!! And my home is added a new member! Her name was NoNo.

I was so scared of dogs since I'm kid. But this time after the case, I planned to adopt a dog to take care of the house and also to train up myself not to scare dogs anymore.

So on Monday, I've started my first step to touch her and play with her.

She was so cute and when she moody, I felt moody and upset too. I can't believe that I fall in love with her. Love her so much although she is just a normal breed but not those toy dogs.

Emo's NoNo

At night after dinner in granny's house, I hang out with my girls at OverTime. This outing is to complete my mission that is ended my CNY with my very last glass of alcoholic drinks.

The girls! :)

Myself with the last glass of beer! No more beers or liquors for me anymore! This is my new resolution! :)

Tuesday, I had a gathering with my six form's friends. We had breakfast and continue with bowling and starbuck's sessions! It was awesome because we chatted a lot. Long time we didn't have such gathering.

Here are the girls! :)

That's end my 4 days holiday and it's time to back to work again! argghhh...so saddddd!!!

There will be no more holidays for those who are working until May!!! :(

With Love,

Ning Shing

The Week :)

The week of mine ....Full with unexpected thing and met-up with my dearest besties!

Monday morning I've received call from my dad and said that our house was entered by thieves. Damn! I want to curse them forever! Ishhh....

Bad thing gone and so good things will come! Small amount doesn't out, big money doesn't come. Luckily the stupid idiot didn't hurt my dad.

Then, I had a dated with my sweetheart, Annie!

At first, we planned to go a shopping sales one. But who knows, we both ended up with disappointment because those clothes not suitable for us. :( So nevermind, we went for dinner in a korean restaurant in Amcorp Mall.

Smile..... Annie! <3

It's gambling time of 2 persons! :) I know it's so wu liao! But we loved it!

The another leg came! Vannx!!! Now we were 3 persons' gambling time! :)

Then on Saturday after work, I had lunch with a sapoh! Long time didn't meet her as Annie always said she is my best friend... So I asked her out for lunch! :)

Mirror US! <3

The foods and US! :)

On Sunday morning, I dated my long old best friend, honey Nee to watch a movie and lunch!

The Underworld: Awakening & Secret Recipe :)

And here she was! Honey Nee! <3

That's end my week! Love all the meet ups and hope to more with you guys! Love you guys! Muacksssssss <3

With loves,

Ning Shing

Love that I want....

I wish.....

To have a peacefully life with my love one beside the beach.

Sit along the beach from day to night.

Watch the sunrise and sunset...

Lye on the beach and look onto the sky...

See the moon and the stars....

Hold the hand until the end of our life...

That's the love I want in my life.

It's Dragon Year!

This year Chinese New Year, we whole family had joint my dad's friend and families went for a trip to the north. Here are the pictures that can tell the story.

Daddy and us! <3

The group picture!