萧亚轩 - 错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒 ohhh
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

没关系

你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句对不起

对不起是我太执迷
没有一句话说清

说清楚离开的原因
也许他可靠

他实际

他不一样
他能够给你安全感

不只梦想
谁还在乎一起傻傻说过的那些话
没关系

我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题

是我没那个福气
没福气却又爱上你
就算哭了没关系

这不是你的问题
痛痛快快给我一枪

我没关系
没关系 没关系
没有一句话说清

说清楚你离开的原因
爱情里面总有一个比较傻
怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
痛苦给我

幸福留给你和他
没关系

没关系

没关系

这不只是限于爱情，我觉得任何事与物，只要不要太强求，什么都没关系，应该会活得比较开心吧？或许我应该慢慢的学习说-没关系！

3 weeks of study week is starting since Friday.

But I let myself be lazy and relax, my study week start only after today which means tomorrow, yes! It's tomorrow I'll going to start my study week.

These two days I was busying complete my half-way-drama and play The Sims. I loved this type of life very much. No need to work, no need to study. No worries, no stress. Be myself, no need to meet anyone and be the fake me. Will I have such life when I'm still alive?

Sometimes I'm pessimistic. Sometimes I'm weak. And sometimes I hate. I hate all the things around me. Hate myself being like this. Hate everyone who gave me alot of problems. Hate studies. Hate lecturers and hate many more.

I know we shouldn't hate anyone because they have their rights of doing something. So I'll just hate myself being such a coward, such a fake people.

I'm not tough at all! I was fulled of stress!

真诚的对待一个人，得到的却是伤害！
为什么他们伤害了我，可是我还要对他们好呢？
或许是我笨？
别人都不珍惜我对他们的好，那我为什么还执着的付出呢？
唉。。。。
非常不喜欢这样的感觉！
他们只会在乎他的感受，难道就因为我人无所谓，所以我的感受就不须理会吗？
我真的放弃了！我已告诉自己。。。。我不会在为你而伤心了！

好人，坏人？

我想了又想。。。终于做了决定。
因为一件事情的发生，让我看到了人类的可怕。
说谎，欺骗。。。他是善意的吗？
要是善意的谎言我也还能接受。不过。。。我想他是恶意的吧！
我已经学会了一句东西。。。
就是。。。好人没好报！
我到今天才觉悟了！
所以啊。。。我要学习做坏人！
至少，坏人被骂，被诬赖也不会伤心难过。
因为他们都有了心理准备被责怪！
我不会再讨厌他，生气他。因为他不值得和没这个分量在我心中出现！
朋友是一辈子的。。。这是我常常在想的。。
不过。。。究竟会有几个真的会那么做呢？
有几个真的能和我做一辈子的好朋友呢？
人啊。。。总是善变的!
这个我非常地明白！
所以。。。我也只能尽我的能力去挽留任何一段我觉得值得的友谊！
你相信对方不代表他也会相信你！往往他就是出卖你的人。
相信别人，倒不如相信自己吧！

委曲求全的挽留，值得吗？

Really not in the mood today!

Holiday End!

My semester break is going to end in 2 more days!

I don't want to back to the stress and tired days. But what to do? I still need to go back.

Am going to meet my friends in uni and my baby dear. But very soon, I need to face the final exam.

This semester is a tough sem for me because all subjects are too hard. Since first day of the semester, I didn't concentrate in the lecture, always sleep at house. Didn't revise even though there will be test tomorrow. I was totally lazing around this semester.

I miss my home very much although I'll back every weekend. But just two days were not enough for me this greedy gal. I want to stay at home sweet home forever but I know it is impossible. People will grow up. So everything will change. But no matter how am I going to change, I still will love my family very much and forever.

Tired!

My 2 weeks holiday already passed more than half just like this without do anything.

The first 5 days I went to Penang with coursemates. This can said is the first time I had trip with coursemates. But too bad, got some of friends can't make it though.

After back to hometown, I was falling sick and my few days just wasted with sickness. When sick, I was so lazy to do anything. Am so lazy to go out also. Assignments all have to postpond.

After recovered, I still lazing around. Fashion world, PPS, Tv and etc but just do not want to start assignments.

Until today, I just wanted to start 1 of my assignments. Although can copy and paste but I still do not know how to do. What a shame! I also don't know why this semester I felt like so lazy and have no strength when face with studies!

4 more days! Arggg!!!! 4 more days then I have to go back to uni and study again. I'm so tired with it! I must fully enjoy my home sweet home before back to uni! Yes! I have to! Assignments can't block me to enjoy!

Alive!

Hello my little bloggie!!! I'm so sorry for abandon you for such a long time. So your owner me trying to make you alive again. =)

The semester is going to step into the 8th week and for the past 7 weeks, there had alots of things happened. Ups and downs, happy and sad, enjoyed and suffered.... All happened!

But, luckily all passed! And recently I felt quite funny with those people who same lab class with me. You kow who you are ya! They angry us because lose to us to grab the apparatus! Omg! It's really freaking funny and non-sense. And beginning of that day, they just like ignored us! But what I felt unhappy is the way they treated my roommate. I don't know is it I'm too sensitive or they really do like this. They actually were one group of best friends and will go anywhere together. But this semester, they treated her like not a best friend anymore and didn't invite her go along anywhere but asked the other gal who not really closed with them to go. This make my roommate felt sad. Why they so 'kiasu'? So scare of people to win them and treat their best friend like this. I so hate them! By the way, after next year May, I think I will not meet them anymore since they are such coward!

Well, I don't want to talk about them anymore and waiting for our group next trip to Penang! Sapoh roommate, don't worry. They don't made you as best friend, nevermind! I will make you to be mine! Let's enjoy our trip fully! Don't bother them although I know you will not!=)

Okay...I write till here first. Out of mind what to write! Bye!