The Drive Of Life

3 weeks of study week is starting since Friday.

But I let myself be lazy and relax, my study week start only after today which means tomorrow, yes! It's tomorrow I'll going to start my study week.

These two days I was busying complete my half-way-drama and play The Sims. I loved this type of life very much. No need to work, no need to study. No worries, no stress. Be myself, no need to meet anyone and be the fake me. Will I have such life when I'm still alive?

Sometimes I'm pessimistic. Sometimes I'm weak. And sometimes I hate. I hate all the things around me. Hate myself being like this. Hate everyone who gave me alot of problems. Hate studies. Hate lecturers and hate many more.

I know we shouldn't hate anyone because they have their rights of doing something. So I'll just hate myself being such a coward, such a fake people.

I'm not tough at all! I was fulled of stress!