I pray, I wish, I hope... God...Please hear my pray,wish and hope. I need your help. Please...

Eat Pray Love

I've just watched "Eat Pray Love" by Juliet Roberts. I'm quite outdated huh? But who care?

I fell in love with this movie because it brought me lesson about life. How wish am I can like Liz in the movie which can travel around the world and gain the different experiences. Understand the place's culture, mix well with them and be good friends with them.

• In the Rome, I love the thought of the Italians - "Be joyful by doing nothing"(I don't know how to speak in Italian). And the Italian language is so fantastic. The rhythm is so amazing! If I'm giving a chance to learn foreign language, I might choose Italian. Eat at Italy is a best choice because there is alots of nice food such as Spagetti, Pizza and so on.

• For pray, India is the best place to go. Meditation is the best medicine for us to figure out what we want. Clear your mind, without any thinking. Silence doesn't seems to be a bad thing but in other way, it can let you get something unexpected.

• Bali which is the love's heaven. It is such a harmonic and peaceful place. How best to have an aventure there. In this movie, they said everyone who has visit Bali must have an aventure. It is so true because in such a lovely place, everyone will becoming adorable and sweet.

I wish I could go for Eat Pray Love once in my lifetime because it is a great experience to have. I wish I could!

World Vision

Yesterday night I found a best friend who has the same idea with me to do some volunteer's work. So we decided to search for information on this.

And finally I found the World Vision website and they have the Sponsor Child's activity. So my friend and I had made decision to sponsor a child. We know that we can't really afford to do so by giving RM50 each month, so we found 3 more people to share with us by decrease our burden. So we only need to pay RM10 each month and we can help a child who needs us!

I feel so happy cause at last I did this. I wish to do this since years ago but didn't really take action. But this time my friend and I decided to take action on this matter.

Although we haven't get any reply from World Vision, but I hope they will find a child for us very soon so that we can help the child. I'm so excited to know who is the cute and adorable's child.

Besides, my friend and I also registered for volunteer's work at World Vision. Both of us were so excited yesterday when we discussed. But the volunteer's work have to wait the reply from them if they have any activities need volunteers. So we just can wait.

Hmmm...if possible, I would like to sponsor more and more children because they really need helps from us.

Housework!

Today's work done!

I've cleaned the basin, sweep and mop floor, simply cleaned my room's desk and cleaned up the disgusting spider net!

Why am I so hardworking today?

This is because yesterday I saw a cockroach which I hate the most! This motivated me to have a small clean-up today.

I found out housewive are so great because they willing to clean the whole house everyday without complains. Clean the house is so tiring and headache.

But I think I can't be the great housewife though since I love to depend on my mood to do cleaning.

After do some housework, sweat alot but I love this feeling. It's like having an exercise. It is a good exercise to help me keep diet!=)

Holiday Starts!

Finally my 3 weeks of sufferness already past! I hate the feeling during that period. No outing, just sit down and study study. It's really sucks!

Now, I can shower myself with alots of stuffs that I can't do during exam period. I can sleep for 12 hours without set alarm, I can online for whole day, I can go out gather and chit-chat with beloved friends and most importantly, can spend my precious 3 weeks time with family at home!

I haven't make my holiday plan but I think I need to have recharge myself by sleep first before have energy to continue my holiday plan.

萧亚轩 - 错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒 ohhh
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

没关系

你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句对不起

对不起是我太执迷
没有一句话说清

说清楚离开的原因
也许他可靠

他实际

他不一样
他能够给你安全感

不只梦想
谁还在乎一起傻傻说过的那些话
没关系

我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题

是我没那个福气
没福气却又爱上你
就算哭了没关系

这不是你的问题
痛痛快快给我一枪

我没关系
没关系 没关系
没有一句话说清

说清楚你离开的原因
爱情里面总有一个比较傻
怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
痛苦给我

幸福留给你和他
没关系

没关系

没关系

这不只是限于爱情，我觉得任何事与物，只要不要太强求，什么都没关系，应该会活得比较开心吧？或许我应该慢慢的学习说-没关系！

3 weeks of study week is starting since Friday.

But I let myself be lazy and relax, my study week start only after today which means tomorrow, yes! It's tomorrow I'll going to start my study week.

These two days I was busying complete my half-way-drama and play The Sims. I loved this type of life very much. No need to work, no need to study. No worries, no stress. Be myself, no need to meet anyone and be the fake me. Will I have such life when I'm still alive?

Sometimes I'm pessimistic. Sometimes I'm weak. And sometimes I hate. I hate all the things around me. Hate myself being like this. Hate everyone who gave me alot of problems. Hate studies. Hate lecturers and hate many more.

I know we shouldn't hate anyone because they have their rights of doing something. So I'll just hate myself being such a coward, such a fake people.

I'm not tough at all! I was fulled of stress!

真诚的对待一个人，得到的却是伤害！
为什么他们伤害了我，可是我还要对他们好呢？
或许是我笨？
别人都不珍惜我对他们的好，那我为什么还执着的付出呢？
唉。。。。
非常不喜欢这样的感觉！
他们只会在乎他的感受，难道就因为我人无所谓，所以我的感受就不须理会吗？
我真的放弃了！我已告诉自己。。。。我不会在为你而伤心了！

好人，坏人？

我想了又想。。。终于做了决定。
因为一件事情的发生，让我看到了人类的可怕。
说谎，欺骗。。。他是善意的吗？
要是善意的谎言我也还能接受。不过。。。我想他是恶意的吧！
我已经学会了一句东西。。。
就是。。。好人没好报！
我到今天才觉悟了！
所以啊。。。我要学习做坏人！
至少，坏人被骂，被诬赖也不会伤心难过。
因为他们都有了心理准备被责怪！
我不会再讨厌他，生气他。因为他不值得和没这个分量在我心中出现！
朋友是一辈子的。。。这是我常常在想的。。
不过。。。究竟会有几个真的会那么做呢？
有几个真的能和我做一辈子的好朋友呢？
人啊。。。总是善变的!
这个我非常地明白！
所以。。。我也只能尽我的能力去挽留任何一段我觉得值得的友谊！
你相信对方不代表他也会相信你！往往他就是出卖你的人。
相信别人，倒不如相信自己吧！