Thursday, January 20, 2011

一切都不一样了

我最爱的妈妈已经离开我第4天了。
昨天晚上是我最后一次见到我的妈妈真人。。。最后一次了!
她彻底的离开了我。
我非常的不舍得妈妈!为什么老天爷要那么快把我妈妈带走?
她还很年轻。。。心地善良,待人随和,她也没做坏事。。。可是为什么就让她就这样的离开我们呢?
她还有很多东西还没做的。她要参加我的毕业典礼,哥哥的婚礼,姐姐带男朋友回家。。。
妈。。。为什么您不要坚强一点战胜这一关呢?我们还很需要您的。。。
如今。。。我的生活点滴再也没有您的出现了!我不甘心!您说您最疼我的。。。可是为什么您就那么忍心的丢下我呢?
我还不会照顾我自己的。。。
我情愿生病的人是我。。。受苦的也是我。。。我什么都甘愿,只要妈妈您回来!
您还没让我好好照顾您,报答您的养育之恩。您也还没有享福的!
妈。。。您知道吗?我有很多很多的东西要和您讲的。
我很恨当初无知的我。。。当您还在的时候,我却跟您赌气一个月不和您讲话!可是现在呢。。。我要讲,您也不能回答我了!我真的很恨我自己!恨我伤害您的心!我也很后悔没有好好的珍惜您!妈。。。。。。我很想念您!您可以回家看看我吗?可以出现在我的梦中让我与您谈天吗?妈。。。。。。您的宝贝女儿非常的爱您,想您!!

4 comments:

-♥- mei yen -♥- said...

dear...really hope that u can get out from the sadness very soon...i feel sad while reading ur post too!so sorry for cant be at ur side at the day..
Dont blame urself or regret..ur mom knows ur love for sure!
Love life and appreciate the moment with family started from now.
JIA YOU dear!love u..

Anonymous said...

hey dear, stay strong because your mom will always be your side all the time. She will be with you and your family spiritually. I'm sure she wants to see her lovely daughter pick herself up and fight for her last semester. It's never too late. Send my condolence to your family too. I'm sorry to hear about this.

iuhnix said...

hey dear, stay strong because your mom will always be your side all the time. She will be with you and your family spiritually. I'm sure she wants to see her lovely daughter pick herself up and fight for her last semester. It's never too late. Send my condolence to your family too. I'm sorry to hear about this.

- 欣 - said...

thank you so much my dear friends!i appreciate it very much!