Dare to dream. Dare to fly. Dare to achieve.

Since ages I have not been update my blog. This morning my bff was just telling me to update it because she has nothing to read. So here you go sapoh.

This picture I had edited quite some times ago. I feel the quote is quite suitable to put on this picture because that was a plane's wing. Which can be indicated as a human's wing. Human has no visible wing but they have invisible wing to fly up high. 

A human's wing is very powerful but yet fragile. To make the wing grows stronger, you need to have million or zillion of courage. Everyone not born to have wing. Even a bird born to has wing. But if it does not has courage to learn and fly, the wings on it was a wastage. 

I know that I have a pair of wing. And a dream make my wings become stronger. I know I can fly with this pair of wings. My dream is waiting for me. I want to use my pair of wings to reach the destination, to reach my dream and achieve it. 

"Dare to dream. Dare to fly. Dare to Achieve."

阴沉 。 心情 。 天气

今天，一早起身，就发现到外面的天气好像铺满着阴霾，昏昏沉沉地感觉。它就象征着我今天的心情。

这几天，心情就像海浪一样，有起有落，非常得不稳定。今早跟不用说，因为今天我觉得是这几天最低落得一天。或许，我太过敏感，有或许是我想得多。不过，这一切的所作所为，让我不能不去想。

或许，真的！人是没有完美的。这一刻对你好并代表下一刻还是一样的。也许，口说这样，也并不代表心想也是一样的。我真的真的需要调整自己的心情，感受，不要再为了这样的不一定而搞到自己翩体鳞伤，到最后，苦的只有自己。

宁欣啊，看开点吧，快乐的过你想要的生活，做你想要做的事吧！

开心放得下

算了吧

没关系

会过去的

记得三句话

开心放得下

这些话说得都没错，非常好。你硬硬要不算，有关系，过不去，那你又得到什么呢？换来的只有生气，伤心，烦恼，伤身。人要学会了这些，生活真的会比较开心。

我呢，还在学习着。我自认我还是初学者。因为我还会在意，会不开心，会烦恼，还是看不开。所以就必须找事情来掩盖，消除我的不满。可是，真的能行吗？真的看了笑话篇，跟朋友倾诉了，会开心回吗？会忘了烦恼吗？我本人觉得不管用在我的身上。所谓：心病还需心药医，解铃还需系铃人。

希望，我能很快的学起来，永远做个没烦恼，快乐的人。

慈济。志工

09.06.2013 - 慈济志工开始的一天

今天的静思语就是“施比受更有福“。

人往往就是喜欢等待别人的付出，自己一一地接受，也不愿为他人付出，人就是那么的自私。确实，你接受别人的帮助，会觉得很快乐，因为他们不需要付出任何东西就可以得到结果。如果你是有能力的，为什么还要等待别人的帮助呢？

受是开心，不过，施会更加的有意义。

每一天，有多少的人饿着肚子，拾荒赚取那区区的几块钱养活一家人？有多少人因为没钱，营养不良而导致死亡？又有多少名小孩被父母抛弃？

我们，这一群有能力养活，有多余的消遣活动，整天只吃喝玩乐的人，为什么还要等待别人的帮助而不是主动地去帮助真的有需要的人呢？或许，我们没有能力从金钱上帮助，不过，我们还有力气去用行动来帮助他人。可能，去拜访老人院孤儿院有或者是去帮忙做意工。这些其实都需要花你很多的时间。只要你有那颗心，一个月一次也很足够了。

当你真的帮到有需要的人时，看见他们对着你微笑，对你说感恩的时候，你的心，是温暖的，是感动的。这样的人生，才是有意义的。

脾气

脾气，是人都会有的。可是，我的脾气就比别人坏多几倍。

从以前到现在，一直都和自己说要改要改，一定要改掉你那暴躁的脾气，不能一直发脾气，生气。是的。。和自己说了之后，有收敛一点。但是，过一会儿，脾气又来了。

小时候的我，更加的没话好说。家里的每一个人都不敢惹我生气。一生气了，就谁也不理，跟爸爸告状。从小的我，就是那么的霸道，任性，野蛮。曾经生气过妈妈，不跟她说话。当时的我，就觉得为什么她不挺我，不爱我了吗？现在回想起，真觉得我很不应该，我真的是个不孝女。整天只会发小姐脾气，只会要求别人顺着我的意，可是就不会替别人想想。为什么我就那么的无理呢？现在后悔还有什么用呢？

虽然如此，不过我还学不会一句话 - 经一事，长一智。到现在，我还是一样的无理取闹，目中无人。或许，比起以前，确实的改了少许，不过，还是有着让人受不了的脾气。对于家人，爱情和友情都一样。家人也许没那么严重了，可是对于情人，也是一样。只要他说些我不喜欢听的话，我就会生气，不爽。其实，我也不想那么容易发脾气的。发了脾气，受苦的是自己，心跳加速，难以呼吸。我也很想控制我的情绪，每天告诉自己不要那么容易生气，要不然，所有的人都会离我而去，剩下我一个人孤苦伶仃。

有位好友就教我看多点静思语，学多点人生道理。或许，是有用的。不过，我想这一切还是需要靠我自己去调养情绪，看开一点，人生或许会更快乐！

脾气大小姐啊。。。请您速速离开我吧！我不想跟您纠缠不清了。

旅行 @ 梦想

旅行是个生活中扮演着非常重要的一部分。人生没有了旅行，就很像缺少了一些东西。 最近在网上看到一句话，本人觉得应用在我身上实在是贴切 - 我一上班就患了想旅行的病。没错！我就是这样。我一上班，满脑子就是想着何时再去旅行。我的梦想就是想一个人，没有约束，自由自在，任我飞翔的旅行！

有时，我真的很想有股勇气，冲动，自己领着背包，护照，走去飞机场即兴的买一张飞机票，然后就展开我的一个人的旅行！ 可是，往往会有很多的因素而导致这个梦想一而再，再而三的延迟。金钱，时间，家庭。人。。就是有太多的承担。


或许，人需要自私一次。抛开所有的承担，任性，疯狂，潇洒一次！人生有时不能太理智，要不然，就会错过很多人与事物。年轻就是本钱。。不然年纪大了，想要疯狂也有心无力。

何年何月何日，我才能过踏上我的梦之旅呢？

我真得很想很想疯狂一次！

Fulfilled Day

Yesterday was a really tired day!

Monday after work, went to sing k with my colleague until 8.30pm. Then followed by shopping at One Utama until 10pm. After that, I slept over at her house and drank some sparkling juice.
Then the next morning, I woke up at 6am because have to go outstation at Pahang.
What a damn trip! Took 2 hours to reach Bentong and had breakfast there. After that departed to Padang Tengku just to see see walk walk. Then it's lunch time.
After lunch time, back to KL again. At first thought can straight back to home but my boss kept change his mind and said want to back office. OMFG! I damn sleepy and tired because along the way, I can't sleep. Once I wanted to fall asleep, my boss talked with me again. T.T
Ok nevermind. After finish worked, we headed off to have our reunion dinner among colleagues near my aunt's house. This is the first time all of us having this kind of gathering although we gathered everyday in the office. But the feelings are different from office. We chatted, we gossiped, we shared, we ate and we drank! :)We cheered for ourselves! :)

Then reached home around 10pm! It was a fulfilled day of mine.
And this morning made me don't want to wake up because I felt dizzy. But have to come for work also. T.T
Today is the another two stupid colleagues's farewell party. I so don't wish to attend but as my colleague said, we just eat ourselve and no need to bother them and yes, I'm going to be like this later! XD

Besides, I got a dream this morning. I've dream about you. I was upset inside the dream. But I know it will not happen in reality. And thanks that you appeared in my dream. :)

Pity blog!

Waooo...it's been ages since I updated my blog! Pity my bloggie.

Well, I'm just too lazy to write recently. But let's make the story short and sweet. :)

I had worked for 3 months and the life there still not bad. But recently my boss gave me some work to handle already. So scare to make mistake.

My convocation is on next Saturday! So nervous and excited!

And I spent alot after I worked. In my mind set now is I can buy anything that I can't afford when studied. LOL.... That's the cause of no money now! :(

That day was AirAsia free seat period and I've booked two places to travel next year - Miri & Cambodia! Can't wait for them! <3

I think that's all first since now is short and sweet. :P

xoxo

Life for past few weeks!

Few weeks didn't update my blog already. So I decided to update it today to prove that it's still alive.

For the past few weeks, there were many things happened on my friends surrounded me and myself. Because of these, my mood doesn't seems good.

One of my friends told me that she got a guy chasing her but she refused to accept him. She has her reasons to reject the guy but my advise to her is think properly before make any decision that will affect her future.

Besides, I was still worrying about my internship. Although I got the company, but I still don't know where should I stay for the 8 weeks and how am I going to work? I know I should call the supervisor but I don't know what should I ask him. Dad was asking me to make a call as soon as possible and I think I have to call them by next week.

Another friends of mine had problem with her boyfriend. But I think the problem has solved and they will be happily till forever. What I happy for is she told me that she finally found out that she love her current boyfriend more than her dream guy.

Arguement always will end up with sadness,anger and etc. I don't know why people want to argue for stupid little thing. After one arguement, they need to apologise to each other. So what is the point? For improve relationship by a small arguement? Or they were boring with their life and wanted to make some rhythm of life?

What I hate the most is I got a selfish housemate+coursemate!!!! I don't know why got such people in the world. Everything is started by him but now he said that we are liar! I very angry when he said that because he is the one who said lies to us. What also want to be first, so "KIASU". WHat people have, he also wants. ALways just like to follow people silently, observe what people done. I still need to face him for 1 year. I don't know we still will be friend in future. But if he still behave like this, my answer will be definitely NO!

Final is coming very soon. But I still haven't make any preparation yet. My result will gone this semester? I hope NO! I know hope must be achieve by action. So let's start my revision next monday? LOlz....

My 4th week

I do not have mood to study recently.
Everyday just think of play, shoppimg, sleep and etc that make me enjoy my life.
Next Wednesday I'll have a test but I'm still not really want to revise it.
Am I too enjoy my life? Or I'm starting to be lazy? I'm wondering~~

For the week, I still the same. After Tuesday, my life is totally enjoyable. Class on Wednesday until 1pm, Thursday until 10am and Friday until 9am. That's a great time table for me since past 3 semesters.

Wednesday night, my formal group of besties coursemates had our dinner at Strawberry Cafe at New town. This been ages since last gathering we had. I love this kind of gathering with them because of them, I smile, I laugh, I care and I love. They really bring alots of laughters to me.♥

While my Thursday, I also spent the time with them at MidValley. We went to watch Legion and also Haunted University. This outing was enjoyable because we watched two movies on that day continuously. I never try this before and that day, I'd broke my record! ♥

And my Friday and Saturday noon, I played The Sims 3♥ for few hours. I was addicted to it!!! I can't stop playing that unless there is something to stop me!

That's all for my 4th week of Semester 2 09/10.

xoxo...♥

Life 1

Today I supposed to be in KL already one but due to my not-willing-to-back-so-early, I decided to back myself by train on tomorrow. I have no reason why I don't have the feel to go back to the boring and stressful's life. But anyway, I still need to go back tomorrow. I loved to be at home, to be sleep on my bed, to eat my dad's homemade dishes.
I don't know why recently I become such a sentimental person. I just wish to stay at my home sweet home forever but I know it is impossible because as we grow, we will fly. Fly to our dreams, fly to the destination we want. So, tomorrow, I'll need to fly to somewhere to achieve my dreams.
I heard different comments about life from my friends. Some said life doesn't mean to study hard and get a first class certificate and get a job. But some said study is not that important but at least get a CGPA 3.0 is more than enough because to get an ideal job, working experience is more important than those academic's result. I totally agreed with no doubt.
I think I have to stop here. I have to set back my mind to study mode and get back to the boring's life again.

My fav activity♥

Yesterday was fun!

Reunion with 2 groups of friends. It was so enjoyable for me. I love to gather with old schoolmates.

11 something in the morning, WyeLyng, Xin Hui, See and me went to sing karaoke at Jusco and watched Sherlock Holmes at 1.35pm and finally stopped at Old Town to have a tea-time and gossiping. We chatted alot until 6 something in the evening. I just like such kind of life that can sit down and relax with friends without any stress. 4 of us didn't meet for quite a long period but luckily, we still manage to chat alots of things.

After ended up the gathering, I joint another group of friends to have Christmas's Eve dinner at Kemayan Square. At first we planned to go Malacca but not succeed because we have no transport. So we just have a simple dinner with Satay Celup which is a Malacca's food. Although we can't go Malacca to celebrate our Eve, but at least we had our Malacca's food.=)
Around 9.30pm, we just headed off back to own house because I can't back at late night.=(. But it's okay because I managed to meet all of them in my last few days of holiday before going back to uni.

I was so satisfied with yesterday meeting and hope to have another very soon.♥

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday was the last day we gathered before all go back to hometown for celebration of Chinese New Year. Yen San suggested that we don't want to sleep for the whole night.

So, we went to Sahur for supper at 10p.m. and chatted for 1 hour, I guessed.
Then later on Yen San suggested to play badminton. So, Hong Chiun, Yee On, Yen San & I went to play badminton behind Block E at 11 something. We played for few hours until 3 something in the morning. We were so crazy to play badminton and basketball in the midnight.

After some exercises, we stopped and sat down for some chit-chat. We chatted about our future, our studies and etc. We chatted until 4 something to 5a.m. and Yen San( the one who suggested not-to-sleep) was tired and sleepy. So we ended up our not-to-sleep's gathering.

Went back to room and took bath because we were so smelly after exercise. First time bath at 5 in the morning. The crazy thing never end. After bath, I told Yen San that my panda eyes were out and you know what? She invited me to do facial. Hahaha...we actually wanted to do it early one but can't find a suitable time. So we did it yesterday (supposed is today morning).

After facial session, Yen San lyed on her bed and I was watching The Gem of Life since I didn't feel sleepy yet. I fall asleep at 7a.m. and woke up at 8a.m. due to my stomach pain. Isshhh....

The whole day I was so so so tired and sleepy. At afternoon around 3p.m. today, Doreen and I took KTM back to Seremban and Doreen straight went back to Malacca after arrived Seremban. The KTM was so so so jam. I became sandwich and I can't breathe. What even worst is Doreen and I need to stand for 1 hour + because we don't have any seats. I wanna die.

The Seremban's streets all jammed and I arrived home at 7 something and slept for half hour.

The end of my day!

I Miss my friends in UM and YOU very much.



Love,
Ning Shing

I have mixture of moods today, happy and sad.

Happy is due to my Physical Chemistry's result. I went to ask office about C- is pass or fail and she told me it is pass. Finally, I can release my worries to retake it again.

But I think happiness doesn't really brings me happy. I feel depressed more than happy today. Why???!!!! Why it must happen again on her? I hate it. I don't want her to worry so much anymore. God.I thought it was all gone. I thought it won't be happen again. But why? I feel tonnes of stress on me now. I can't breathe, I have no more energy! What can I do just can help her to release her suffer? I need GOD to tell me how am I going to do!!!

Please GOD.I beg YOU again. Please.please make her get well soon and protect her! She needs YOU to protect her. She needs YOUR courages. I beg YOU..........

Malacca Trip.3.12.2008 - Day 2

All of us woke up at 2 something in the afternoon and so we didn't have our breakfast but we had our brunch.
We had Satay as our brunch. We had about 100 satays by 7 peoples.

The satays.

The satay source.

After brunch, went back to house and played Big 2.5 in Viwawa.

The 3 laptops played at once.
Cards of mine and dear.
Doreen & Wye Lyng were 1 group.

At night, we went to Mahkota Parade to buy some souveniers and after that, get our dinner in Seoul Garden. You know what, we ate for 3 hours and 15 minutes. and 3 rounds in total we had ate. How could 5 little girls can ate so much? Hahaha....but we made it. Yes we did.

The foods. Our 1st round.
Yen Nee & Teng Wann.

Wye Lyng & I.

Doreen!!!

2nd round of mine and dear. Lolz.

Dear was eating the mee.

Delicious!!

3rd round of 5 of us. Omg!! Fainted!

And this is the end. We couldn't eat anymore. Over fat already. :P

Doreen's gave up? hahaha....

Last spoon of soup and Ais Kacang by Yen Nee & Teng Wann.

On the way back to home,

The Eye of Malaysia.

At house, the room,

we were playing cards online. But after boring with it, we changed it to real cards. We played with the Mahjong's tokens. We played until 3 something in the morning and changed it to Mahjong. Play Mahjong at 4 in the morning? Yes we did!

We played until 6 something in the morning and get prepared for breakfast and leave. We had Dim Sum as our breakfast. Delicious too but we were so so so tired!! Doreen, Yen Nee, Teng Wann and I didn't sleep for whole night while Wye Lyng can't stand anymore, she slept. Lolz...

Doreen's cute look.

The cards and the tokens.

Mahjong-ing. Teng Wann just learned to play.

Doreen and her cat. lolz.

Doreen's lose look. She has a professional gambler's look. hahaha

After breakfast, we went to Melaka Central to get for bus.

Arrive Seremban at 10.30a.m. and I can't back home yet. Still have to follow parents went to Bazaar until 2 something just went home. My sleep's record was break. I didn't sleep for 1 day, 24 hours. God!!! Super damn tired!
Arrived home, straight away fall aslept on my bed.

That was my 3 days 2 nights' trip to Malacca. It was really fun and happy to meet them especially Doreen's parents (they were really nice), Teng Wann (new friend) and of course my dear and Doreen.


Love,

Ning Shing

Malacca Trip.2.12.2008 - Day 1

We departed from Terminal 1 at 10.30a.m.. To arrive the destination, Melaka Central, it's takes about 1 and a half hour.

The tickets.

On the way, Wye Lyng was thinking of her BF. Lol..

Wye Lyng & I.

In Malacca,

My lovely roommate, Yen San.

The Street. On the way for lunch.

After lunch.

Christmas decoration in Mahkota Parade.
Voir Gallery.

Pinkberrys where we had our high-tea.

Yen San and her ice.

Before, all of our ice.

My mangoes' ice.

Yen Nee's ice.
Teng Wann's cendol.

Doreen's ice.

Wye Lyng's honeydew ice.

Yen San's mixed fruits ice.

After,

After high-tea, we went back to Doreen's house and get some rest.

At night, we went to the Pasar Malam which near Doreen's house for our dinner.

After that, we went back to house again and wait for Doreen's father to come back and go out together.

The Melaka's Eye.
Melaka's river.

Pirate Ship that we had played.

Teng Wann(Yen Nee's friend) & Yen Nee.

Teng Wann, Doreen, Yen Nee.

Melaka River Cruise where we sat boat to visit the Melaka at night.

Doreen & I in the boat.

Wye Lyng, Yen Nee & Teng Wann in the boat.

Melaka River Pirate Park.

Melaka's Eye from boat.

One of the bridge. Don't know what is the name.:P

Dear & I.

Doreen, Wye Lyng & Teng Wann - Take 1(Normal Look)

Take 2 (MTV's look)

Take 3 (MTV's look again) Hahaha...

Dear & I again.

Uncle & Aunty (Doreen's parents). Both of them are really nice and friendly.

The boat's ticket. Teng Wann was shy. Lolz.

Doreen's innocent look.

5 prisoners??

5 means what? RM 5 for the ticket or something else? I don't know. Need to ask Yen Nee/Doreen/Teng Wann. They knew about it, I guessed. hahaha..

Supper time. At Capitol Satay Celup.

Doreen was eating.

Yum Yum!!!!

The prawns before cook.

And the after.

Before start.

And ended up with this. lolz..